... Brandt’s was just as he had left it. The crowd increased; the
quartette came. Bessie was lovely as ever; slightly different, since
he had thought of her so much in the old hat. She did not see him,
but her smile was like a flower of warmth and culture. A touch of the
old excitement mounted in his breast, as they sang.... This was New
York--among men--food and drink and warmth. This, too, was life; these
were men who toil every day, who cannot take months to dream in, who
cannot cross the sea and observe heroes and saints, but men who crowd
and toil and fight, even expire, for their pleasures--such were the
surgings of Bellair’s brain in the midst of the music. Bessie was the
arch of it all--the arch of the old home, New York,--not this Bessie,
but the Bessie that might be, the significant woman it was his work to
make and mould. He was living his own thoughts, as much as listening.
They vanished when the music stopped.... He sent a waiter to her with
this written on a blank card:
“Will you sing _Maying_ for an old friend?”
... The song choked the wanderer, and this was the new mystery of
_Maying_--that it left him at the stone gate of a door-yard beyond
windy Auckland....
* * * * *
He sent forward a gift of flowers, and was in a daze when she came to
him and sat down.
“I have only a few minutes. We sing once more and then go. How dark and
thin you look!”
He wanted to see her after her work was done, but dared not ask until
other things were said.... There were words that left no impress, until
he heard himself saying:
“I read the New York papers at sea----”
“... The reporters came to me. I had told some one of seeing you. It
was just after I had read the news. It was new to me to have reporters
come--and somehow they got what they wanted----”
“Oh, that didn’t matter. Only it was all unnecessary. My accounts there
were never other than straight.”
She said she was glad. He saw she was more glad to drop the subject,
and didn’t exactly believe him.
“And you’ve had luck away?”
“Yes, in several ways--beside money.”
It seemed necessary to add the last. He was struck with the shame and
pity of it; yet it had to do with seeing her again.
“Are you going to be in New York long?”
“I don’t know. I’d like to talk with you to-night, after you are
through. I might know better then--how long I am to stay.... Is it
possible?”
“Yes--yes, I think so.”
“When?”
“After the _Castle_”
“Thank you.”
“I’m going to be given a chance--in two weeks--a real chance,” she
declared. “I’ll tell you later.”
He tried to make himself believe that it was just as it had been; that
Bessie was the same, the meaning of New York and the fortune that had
come to him. How could she sing so, if it were not true?
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