“Old Mr. Seth was down when I got back. You know he only comes down for
an hour or two now in the middle of the day. He called me to him, and
asked where I had been to lunch. I said with you. That was all, until
four o’clock, when Mr. Eben came to me and asked if you had shown me
anything--a letter from Lot & Company, for instance. I said yes. He
went away, and at half-past four, he called me again, handed me my
weekly envelope, saying that they would not need me any longer. I came
right here. It seemed, I couldn’t go home----”
“Davy, lad, I’m glad I’m not broke, but if I were and couldn’t do a
thing to make up--it would be a lucky day for you.”
Bellair ordered supper served in the room. They were free and alone.
Faith returned to the boy, enough for the hour. Davy was consulted
carefully upon the details of the order, a subtle suggestion from
Bellair from time to time. Something of the long dinners on the _Jade_
had come to his mind in this rôle. He had learned much about food that
voyage, the profundity and emptiness of the subject. Bellair told his
story, making it very clear to Davy--this at first:
“The office was doing to me just what it would do to you, Davy. It
was breaking me down. The floors of Lot & Company are filled with
heart-broken men. They do not know it well; some of them could
never know, but there are secrets in the breasts of men there, that
you wouldn’t dream of. It is so all over New York. Trade makes it
so--offices, the entire city, crowded with heart-broken men.... They
say first, ‘Why, every one is out for himself and the dollar--why
not I?’ You and I were taught so in our little schooling. Then Lot
& Company taught us. They are old masters--generations of teachers.
Cramped and bleak, but loyal to the one verb--_get_. In all the Lot
family, Davy, there is not a true life principle such as you brought
to the office in the beginning. But if Lot & Company were unique--they
would be an interesting study. The city is crowded with such
firms--heart-breakers of men, the slow, daily, terrible grind; every
movement, every expression, a lie--until to those inside, the lie is
reality--and the truth a forbidden and terrible stranger. Every man has
his Lot & Company.
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