That was the substance of the whole matter. He must never forget it.
The human values which he had met in these were secret in thousands,
perhaps in millions, of hearts, and needed only breaking open by stress
and revelation--to bring the millennium to old Mother Earth, and open
her skies for the plan of joy. Bellair impressed this upon his mind
again, so he would not forget--then fell asleep.
She was first awake in the distance-clearing light. She arose
carefully, so as not to awaken the men and the child, and stared long
in every quarter. There was no ship, no land, no cloud; and yet a trace
of happiness on her thin face, as she sat down. Fleury was rousing. She
had expected that; for through their strange sympathy several times
before he had awakened with her, or soon after. She bent forward and
whispered a good-morning, and added:
“It is gone----”
“Surely?”
“Yes.”
“Thank God.”
The preacher breathed deeply, contemplated their faces one after
another. From Bellair lying in the stern, his eyes turned significantly
to the woman’s, and his own lit with zeal.... Bellair was on the
borderland then, coming up through the fathoms of dream. Already he
felt the heat; the sun had imparted its ache to his eyes. The three
were half-blinded by the long brilliance of the cloudless days on the
sea.... Bellair was trying to speak, but could not because of the parch
in his throat. Moreover, no thoughts could hold him--not even Bessie.
She came to mind, pink and ineffectual, lost in her childish things.
She had failed this way before....
There was a cup to his lips. He smelled the water, and wanted it as he
wanted decency and truth--as he wanted to be brave and fit to be one of
the three. It almost crazed him, the way he wanted it--but it would be
taking it from her. All the violence of one-pointed will was against
the cup. He pushed it away.
“Don’t, Bellair,” said Fleury. “You’ll spill it. Drink----”
“I won’t. Take it away.”
“You must drink. It is yours.”
“Yes, he must drink,” said the woman.
Bellair sat up. Fleury was holding the cup to his lips.
“It is gone from behind,” said the preacher. “Drink your water. I
have. I will speak to you after you drink.”
He stared at them, and at the open sea behind her. Then it came to him,
as if from Fleury’s mind, to obey.... Fleury then served the woman.
They ate a cracker together; at least it seemed so. Then Fleury spoke:
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