Bellair found himself lying almost rigid in the intensity of his hope.
Then his thoughts whirled back to New York--all unfinished. There was
something in his heart for Bessie--and something in the wallet for
Bessie. That was in the original conception, and he must not fail in
that; and then he must clean that name, Bellair, from the black mark
Lot & Company had traced across it. For a moment he fell to wondering
just how he would go about that. Lot & Company was tight and hard to
move.... A moment later he was somewhere in an evil and crowded part of
New York, in the dark, Davy Acton holding him fast by the hand.
“... something of expectancy.”... Was it in her eyes, or in her lips?
Her whole face came to him now, a picture as clear as life. He had
dwelt upon her eyes before--and that billowy softness of her breast, as
she lay--he had not thought of that. It was like something one says to
another of such moment, that only the meaning goes home--the words not
remembered until afterward. And her mouth--it was like a girl’s, like a
mother’s too, so tender and _expectant_. ... That word thrilled him. It
was the key to it all.
He was farther and farther from sleep--listening at last with such
intensity that it seemed she must call.
PART FIVE
THE STONE HOUSE: I
1
THE woman awed him quite as much as in the open boat. The turning
of her profile to the sea had for Bellair a significance not to be
interpreted exactly, but it had to do with firmness and aspiration
and the future. Fleury was in their minds more than in speech. She
could speak of him steadily, and this during the sensitiveness of
convalescence which is so close to tears. Perhaps they found their
deepest joy in the child’s fresh blooming. The ship’s people were an
excellent company.
Bellair’s mind adjusted slowly, and by a rather intense process, to
the fact of the Stackhouse wallet. It was all that the great wanderer
had said. The woman accepted the lifted condition, but it seemed hard
for her faculties to establish a relation with temporal plenty. Fleury
had given them each a greater thing. They were one in that--keen and
comprehensive; indeed their minds attacked with vigour and ardour this
one thought: somehow to help in drawing off the brimming sorrows of the
world.
It came all at once to Bellair that this was no new conception. He had
heard and read of _helping_ all his life. A touch, queerly electric,
had come over him as a boy, when a certain old man passed, and some
one whispered in the most commonplace way, “His whole thought is for
others.”... He had read it in many books; especially of late, the note
had been sounded. It was getting into the press--some days on every
page. All the cultic and social ports, into which he had sailed (like a
dingy whaler, he thought) had spoken of brotherhood, first and last.
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