“He is known by the name of Captain Bruges,” said Theodora, and she
hesitated; and then speaking more quickly she added: “I cannot sanction,
I cannot bear, any deception between you and this roof. Bruges is not
his real name, nor is the title he assumes his real rank. He is not
to be known, and not to be spoken of. He is one, and one of the most
eminent, of the great family of sufferers in this world, but sufferers
for a divine cause. I myself have been direly stricken in this struggle.
When I remember the departed, it is not always easy to bear the thought.
I keep it at the bottom of my heart; but this visit to-day has too
terribly revived every thing. It is well that you only are here to
witness my suffering, but you will not have to witness it again, for we
will never again speak of these matters.”
Lothair was much touched: his good heart and his good taste alike
dissuaded him from attempting commonplace consolation. He ventured to
take her hand and pressed it to his lips. “Dear lady!” he murmured, and
he led her to a seat. “I fear my foolish tattle has added to pain which
I would gladly bear for you.”
They talked about nothings: about a new horse which Colonel Campian had
just purchased, and which he wanted to show to Lothair; an old opera
revived, but which sounded rather flat; something amusing that somebody
had said, and something absurd which somebody had done. And then, when
the ruffled feeling had been quite composed, and all had been brought
back to the tenor of their usual pleasant life, Lothair said suddenly
and rather gayly. “And now, dearest lady, I have a favor to ask. You
know my majority is to be achieved and to be celebrated next month.
I hope that yourself and Colonel Campian will honor me by being my
guests.”
Theodora did not at all look like a lady who had received a social
attention of the most distinguished class. She looked embarrassed, and
began to murmur something about Colonel Campian, and their never going
into society.
“Colonel Campian is going to Scotland, and you are going with him,” said
Lothair. “I know it, for he told me so, and said he could manage the
visit to me, if you approved it, quite well. In fact, it will fit in
with this Scotch visit.”
“There was some talk once about Scotland,” said Theodora, “but that was
a long time ago. Many things have happened since then. I do not think
the Scotch visit is by any means so settled as you think.”
“But, however that may be decided,” said Lothair, “there can be no
reason why you should not come to me.”
“It is presumptuous in me, a foreigner, to speak of such matters,” said
Theodora; “but I fancy that, in such celebrations as you contemplate,
there is, or there should be, some qualification of blood or family
connection for becoming your guests. We should be there quite strangers,
and in everybody’s way, checking the local and domestic abandon which I
should suppose is one of the charms of such meetings.”
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