England -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; Wives -- Fiction
Still in silence, I entered the little room from which I had fled in
such wild haste and anguish. All the familiar objects seemed to give
me a mute welcome; there were Ronald's tambourines with their bright
streamers of ribbon; there were the bulrushes and the old china. On the
table was my ancient silver teapot, covered by a satin cosy of my own
making, and everything spoke of forethought and expectation. This was
my true home; within these two rooms, my husband and I were destined,
as I then believed, to spend many an hour together.
When nurse had sent one of the maids to boil a new-laid egg, and had
taken off my bonnet with her own hands, she began to fuss over me,
and wait upon me as if I had been her little charge of long ago. I
had emptied one cup of tea, and was ready for another, before she
remembered that she had a message to give me.
"Lady Waterville's man called with a parcel this morning, my dear," she
said. "Her ladyship's love, and she wished to see you as soon as you
were well enough to go to her."
"I shall very soon be well enough," I answered. "But where is the
parcel, nurse?"
"Now drink your tea in peace like a good girl, ma'am," said nurse,
authoritatively.
"I shan't drink it in peace if you don't let me see that parcel," I
replied.
The parcel was brought, the string untied, and within the paper
envelope lay an old-fashioned book, with well-preserved covers of
scarlet morocco, and gilt edges. It was just such a book as one sees in
the drawing-rooms of ancient maiden ladies; and to me there has always
been something touching in such volumes—shrines of memories and dead
loves.
When nurse had gone to look after household matters, and I was left
alone once more, I carried the book to the sofa and sat down with
it upon my knees. Close beside me was the guitar, and a few rays of
afternoon sunlight illumined its polished wood and delicate mosaic
ornamentation. I toyed with it carelessly for a second or two, and then
began to turn over the album leaves.
Evidently poor Inez Greystock had been a woman who loved poetry and
flowers. Her water-colour drawings of lilies and roses and pansies
were superior to much of the boarding school art which was in vogue in
her day. As to the poems, they were chiefly extracts from Byron and
Shelley; all melancholy—all harping more or less on one sad string—the
utter loneliness of a disappointed heart.
But at last I came to one page, near the end of the book, which was
gayer and brighter than any which had preceded it. A large card, with a
gaily gilded pattern for a margin, was inscribed with three verses, far
inferior in literary merit to the rest of the poetry in the volume; and
these lines were set to music.
A simple air it was, apparently written out by a careful hand—every
note being perfectly distinct; and at the top of the page there were
these words—
"Hope: a Song for my Guitar."
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