Love: A Treatise on the Science of Sex-attraction: for the use of Physicians and Students of Medical JurisprudenceTalmey, Bernard Simon
Science
Love: A Treatise on the Science of Sex-attraction: for the use of Physicians and Students of Medical Jurisprudence
Talmey, Bernard Simon
Sex
The peculiar anomaly the patient is suffering from is the desire to be
a complete woman. From his childhood he had the wish to be a girl. His
desire now is to live as a woman absolutely. He never had any dream
where he saw himself as a woman; in fact, he never had any erotic
dreams. He longs for the female form. He often wished to be castrated
to be more like a woman.
The patient is attracted by beautiful women, but the instinctive
feeling toward them is not the desire for possession, but more a
feeling of envy that he cannot be one like them. The appeal of woman’s
beauty to him is connected with the desire of inner or psychical or
subjective identification of himself with the beautiful woman, the
desire to be in her place—“Einfühlung, Miterleben,” as the Germans
call it. He would do almost anything to see a girl in any condition of
exposure, but he would experience only the desire of inner imitation.
His desire to show himself in female attire is founded upon the
impulse of being considered a full woman.
[Illustration: CUT XLIV.
First patient.]
From a legal point of view the patient’s inversion is mainly confined
to the sphere of clothing. He has a profound longing for female
clothes. He takes pleasure in the sight of female attire. Woman’s
underclothing exercise a greater charm upon him than the woman
herself. He especially attaches great importance to the corset. The
patient is always dressed in female underclothes. He wears only a
man’s coat, vest and trousers, or the clothes belonging to the outward
cover. He wears woman’s shoes, shirtwaists, corsets, stockings, etc.
The earlobes are pierced for earings, which he wears every night. He
takes breakfast dressed as a woman.
When the patient is dressed as a woman, he has all a woman’s feelings
and longings. For this reason he tries to dress as a woman at every
opportunity. The desire to be dressed like a woman takes the form of
an imperative impulse. When he cannot dress up he becomes restless. He
would rather commit suicide than be without female apparel.
As a literary man and brain-worker, the patient can concentrate his
thoughts better when in female attire. When dressed as a woman he
feels himself to be in a normal condition and is cheerful. A feeling
of absolute comfort and restfulness comes over him, when in female
clothes, and his behavior is in full accordance with his feelings,
while in male dress there is a kind of absent-mindedness about him; he
is always thinking of his female dresses.
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
Reviews
Reviews
No reviews yet
Be the first to share your thoughts on this work.
Elsewhere in the archive
Join the Discussion
Join the discussion
Sign in to leave a comment or review.
Sign InorCreate an account