Love After Marriage; and Other Stories of the HeartHentz, Caroline Lee
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Love After Marriage; and Other Stories of the Heart
Hentz, Caroline Lee
Fiction; Short stories, American
"Alas! I know not," replied Ellen, then raising herself on her elbow,
with a wild and earnest look, "see if you can find where it speaks of
that dark valley, of which he told--the dark valley of death."
By one of those unexpected coincidences which sometimes occur, Agnes
at that moment opened at the twenty-third Psalm, and the verse
containing this sublime allusion met her eye. She read aloud--"Though
I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I will fear no evil,
for thou art with me--thy rod and thy staff, they comfort me."
"Strange," repeated Ellen, and making a motion for her to continue,
Agnes read the remainder of that beautiful Psalm, and the two
succeeding ones, before she paused. Dark as was their understanding
with regard to spiritual things, and deep as was their ignorance, they
were yet capable of taking in some faint glimpses of the glory of the
Lord, pervading these strains of inspiration. Agnes was a pleasing
reader, and her voice, now modulated by new emotions, was peculiarly
impressive. Ellen repeated again and again to herself, after Agnes had
ceased, "Who is this King of glory? The Lord strong and mighty?" She
had never thought of God, but as of a Being dreadful in power,
avenging in his judgments, and awful in his mystery. She had
remembered him only in the whirlwind and the storm, the lightning and
the thunder, never in the still small voice. She had thought of death,
but it was of the winding sheet and the dark coffin lid, and the
lonely grave--her fears had rested there, on the shuddering brink of
decaying mortality. Oh! as she lay awake during the long watches of
that night, and conscience, aroused from its deadly lethargy, entered
the silent chambers of memory and waked the slumbering shadows of the
past--how cheerless, how dark was the retrospect! Far as the eye of
memory could revert, she could read nothing but _vanity, vanity_! A
wide, wide blank, on which a spectral hand was writing _vanity_, and
something told her, too, that that same hand would ere long write this
great moral of life on her mouldering ashes. She cast her fearful
gaze upon the future, but recoiled in shivering dread, from the vast
illimitable abyss that darkened before her. No ray of hope illumined
the dread immense. The Star of Bethlehem had never yet shed its holy
beams on the horoscope of her destiny; not that its beams had ever
ceased to shine, since that memorable night when, following its
silvery pathway in the heavens, the wise men of the East were guided
to the cradle of the infant Redeemer, to offer their adoration at his
feet; but her eyes had never looked beyond the clouds of time, and in
its high and pure resplendence it had shone in vain for her.
"I will seek him to-morrow, this holy man," said she, as hour after
hour she lay gazing, through her curtains, on the starry depths of
night, "and ask him to enlighten and direct me."
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