Love After Marriage; and Other Stories of the HeartHentz, Caroline Lee
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Love After Marriage; and Other Stories of the Heart
Hentz, Caroline Lee
Fiction; Short stories, American
Poor, foolish Rosamond! she had wrought herself up to a state
bordering on despair, and the revulsion of her feelings was so great
that she almost fainted in the arms that opened to enfold her. Her
folly, her madness, her injustice and selfishness stared her so
fearfully in the face, she was appalled and self-condemned. Like the
base Judean, she had been about to throw away from her "a gem richer
than all its tribe," a gem of whose priceless worth she had never till
this moment been fully conscious. She made the most solemn resolutions
for the future, invoking upon herself the most awful penalties if she
ever again yielded to a passion so degrading. But passion once
admitted is not so easily dispossessed of its hold. Every self-relying
effort is but a flaxen withe bound round the slumbering giant, broken
in the first grasp of temptation. Jealousy is that demon, whose name
is Legion, which flies from the rebuking voice of Omnipotence alone.
Rosamond did not say, "If God give me strength, I will triumph over my
indwelling enemy." She said, "The tempter shall seek me in vain--I am
strong, and I defy its power." Rosamond was once more happy, but she
had planted a thorn in the bosom of another, sharp, deep, and
rankling. No after kindness could obliterate the remembrance of that
involuntary, piercing glance. It was but the sheathing of a weapon.
Eugenia felt that the cold steel was still lurking in the scabbard,
ready to flash forth at the bidding of passion. A few evenings after
the scene just described, when she had been playing and singing some
of Cecil's favourite songs, at the magnanimous request of Rosamond,
she turned suddenly to Cecil and said--
"I think I overheard a friend of yours say to you the other day, that
I might make my fortune on the stage. Now," added she, blushing, "I do
not wish to go upon the stage, but if my musical talents could give me
distinction there, they might be made useful in the domestic circle. I
have been told of a lady who wishes an instructress for her daughters.
Suffer me to offer myself for the situation. If through your bounty I
am possessed of accomplishments which may be subservient to myself or
others, is it not my duty to exercise them? I should have done this
sooner--I have been too long an idler."
"No, no, Eugenia," said Rosamond, warmly, every good and generous
feeling of her heart in full and energetic operation--"we can never
sanction such a proposition. Is not this your home as well as mine?
Are you not our sister? Remember the threefold cord that never was to
be broken." She pressed Eugenia's hand in both her own, and continued,
in a trembling voice--"If I have ever seemed cold or unkind, forgive
me, Eugenia, for I believe I am a strange, fitful being. You found me
a sad mourner over the grave of my mother, with weakened nerves and
morbid sensibilities. My mind is getting a healthier tone. Remain with
us--we shall be happier by and by."
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