Love After Marriage; and Other Stories of the HeartHentz, Caroline Lee
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Love After Marriage; and Other Stories of the Heart
Hentz, Caroline Lee
Fiction; Short stories, American
Rosamond tried to gasp out her husband's name, but her parched lips
were incapable of further articulation. Her eyes closed from
exhaustion, and the nurse, supposing she slept, drew the curtains
closer, and moved on tiptoe to the window. At length the door slowly
opened, and the footstep of a man entered the room. Rosamond knew it
was not her husband's step, and such a cold feeling fell on her heart,
she thought it the precursor of death. She heard a whispered
conversation which set every nerve throbbing with agony. Then the
curtains were withdrawn, and she felt a stranger's hand counting the
pulsations of her chilled veins. "I am forsaken," thought she, "even
in my dying hour. Oh God! it is just." Again the chamber was still,
and she must have fallen into a deep slumber, for when she again
opened her eyes, she saw a lamp glimmering through the curtains, and
the shadow of her nurse reflected in them, seated at a table, reading.
She was reading aloud, though in a low voice, as if fearful of
disturbing the slumbers she was watching. Rosamond caught the sound,
"I the Lord thy God am a jealous God." She repeated it to herself, and
it gave her an awful sensation. The commanding claims of her Maker
upon her affections, for the first time rose before her in all their
height, depth, power, and majesty. "A jealous God!" How tremendous,
how appalling the idea. If she, a poor worm of the dust, was so severe
and uncompromising in her demands upon a fellow being, what terrible
exactions might a neglected Deity make from the creature he had formed
for his glory? She remembered the command from which that fearful
sentence was extracted. She had broken it, trampled it under her feet.
She had bowed down in adoration to an earthly idol, and robbed her
God, her _jealous God_, of the homage due to his august name. The
light that poured in upon her conscience was like the blazing of a
torch through a dark mine. She had felt before the madness of her
bosom passion, she now felt its sin and its sacrilege. "I am
forsaken," again repeated she to herself, "but I had first forsaken
thee, O my God! Thou art drawing me home unto thee." Tears gathering
thick and fast, fell down her pale cheeks, till the pillow they
pressed was wet as with rain-drops. She wept long, and without one
effort to restrain the gushing forth of her melting heart, when
exhausted nature once more sought relief in sleep. Her first
consciousness, on awakening, was of a soft hand laid gently on her
brow, a warm breath stealing over her cheek, and a trembling lip
gently pressed upon her own. Had she awakened in the abodes of the
blest, in the midst of the hierarchy of heaven, she could hardly have
experienced a deeper rapture than that which flooded her breast.
Slowly, as if fearing to banish by the act the image drawn on her now
glowing heart, she lifted her eyes, and met the eyes of her husband
looking down upon her, no longer stern and upbraiding, but softened
into woman's tenderness.
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