Great Britain -- History -- Medieval period, 1066-1485 -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction
She wavered away from the window to a dark corner, hid her face in the
arras. The same wild cry rang like a piteous requiem through her brain.
The man lived and loved her, and she had come to this! Burning Gilderoy
had stolen her beauty, made her a mockery of her very self. God, that
Fate should compel her to lift her scars to the eyes of love!
In the gathering dusk, she went again to the mirror, peered therein,
with strained eyes and a tremor of the lip. The twilight softened
somewhat the bitterness of truth. She shook her hair forward, saw her
eyes gleam, fingered her white throat, and smiled a little. Presently
she lit a taper, held it with wavering hand, peered at the steel panel
once again. She cried out, jerked away, and crushed the frail light
under her foot.
Darkness increased, seeming to clothe her misery. She wandered through
the room, twisting her black hair about her wrist, moaning and darting
piteous glances into the gloom. Once she took a poniard from a table,
fingered the point, pressed her hand over her heart, threw the knife
away with a gesture of despair. On the morrow the man would come to
her. What would she see in those grey eyes of his? Horror and
loathing, ah God, not that!
Anon she grew calmer and less distressed, prayed awhile, lit a lamp,
delved in an ambry built in the wall. That night her hands worked
zealously, while the moon shimmered on the mere, setting silver wrinkles
on its agate face. The woods were still and solemn as death, deep with
the voiceless sympathy of the hour. Black lace hung upon Yeoland’s
hands; the sable thread ran through and through; her white fingers
quivered in the light of the lamp.
Her few hours of sleep that night were wild and feverish, smitten
through with piteous dreams. On the morrow she bound a black fillet
about her brows, and let the dusky mask of lace fall over face and
bosom. She prayed a long while before her crucifix, but she did not
gaze again into dead Duessa’s mirror.
That same evening Modred the seneschal blasphemed Aurelius in the garden
of Avalon. The man of the sword was in no easy humour; his convictions
emerged from his hairy mouth with a vigour that was not considerate.
"Dotard, you have no more wit than a pelican."
"My lord, I embrace truth."
"Damn truth; what eyes have you for a goodly close!"
Aurelius spread his hands with the air of a martyr.
"The physician, my lord," he said, "should ever deserve the confidence
of his patron."
For retort, Modred shouldered him into the thick of a rose bush.
"Pedant," quoth he, "crab-apple, say a word on this matter, and I will
drown you in the moat."
Aurelius gathered his robes and still ruffled it like an autocrat.
"Barbarity, sir, is the argument of fools."
"Bag of bones, rot in your wrinkled hide, keep your froth for sick
children."
"Sir!"
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