Great Britain -- History -- Medieval period, 1066-1485 -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction
In Yeoland’s chamber the lamp flared and smoked, and the postern
clattered. Rain splashed upon the shivering casement; the carpet
breathed restlessly with the draught under the door. It was late, yet
the girl was still at her devotions. Her thoughts were dishevelled and
full of discords, while between her fingers the beads of her rosary
moved listlessly, and her prayers were broken by the anathemas of the
storm.
The dual distractions of life had come in her to grappling point again.
She could boast no omnipotence in her own heart, and could but give
countenance to one of the two factions that clamoured for her favour.
As her mood changed like the mood of a fickle despot none too sure of
his throne, so tumult and despair were let loose time after time into
the echoing courts and alleys of her soul. She had neither the courage
nor the force of will for the moment to compel herself either to satisfy
her womanhood or sacrifice her instincts to a religious conviction. Man
and God held each a half of her being. The man’s face outstared God’s
face; God’s law overshadowed the man’s.
She had been carried into the palpitating azure of religious exaltation.
The world had rolled at her feet. She had bathed her forehead in the
infinite forethought of eternity; she had heard the stupendous sounding
of the spheres. Then some mischievous sprite had plucked the wings from
her shoulders, and she had fallen far into an abyss. After spiritual
exaltation comes physical depression. Neither is a normal state; neither
strictly sane to the intellect. Peter-like, she had trod the waves;
faith had played her false; the waters had gone over her soul.
As she knelt brooding before her crucifix, under the wavering lamp, she
was smitten into listening immobility, her rosary idle in her hand. A
cry had come to her amid the multitudinous voices of the storm, a cry
like a hail from a ship over a tumbling sea at night.
She waited and wondered. Again the cry rose above the babel of the
wind. Was it from Fulviac’s room; or a sentinel’s shout from the cliff,
seized upon and carried by the wind with distorting vehemence? Midnight
covered the world, and the girl was in an impressionable mood. She took
the lamp from its bracket and, opening the door, peered down the gallery
that led to Fulviac’s room.
A sudden sinister sound made her start back into the room, the lamp
flashing tremulous beams upon the walls, and striking confusion into the
shadows. A hand was beating heavily upon the postern.
She set the lamp in its bracket, crept to the door, put her ear to the
lock and listened. The knocking had ceased, and in a momentary lulling
of the wind she even fancied she could hear the sound of deep breathing.
Her heart was hurrying, but suspense emboldened her.
"Who’s there?"
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
Reviews
Reviews
No reviews yet
Be the first to share your thoughts on this work.
Elsewhere in the archive
Join the Discussion
Join the discussion
Sign in to leave a comment or review.
Sign InorCreate an account