England -- Social life and customs -- 18th century -- Fiction; Epistolary fiction; Essays
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Riding and Candour—
“Ride where you may, Be Candid where you can,” she added,” _I_ rode
once, but it is many years ago—She spoke this in so low and tremulous a
Voice, that I was silent—. Struck with her Manner of speaking I could
make no reply. “I have not ridden, continued she fixing her Eyes on my
face, since I was married.” I was never so surprised—“Married, Ma’am!”
I repeated. “You may well wear that look of astonishment, said she,
since what I have said must appear improbable to you—Yet nothing is
more true than that I once was married.”
“Then why are you called Miss Jane?”
“I married, my Sophia without the consent or knowledge of my father the
late Admiral Annesley. It was therefore necessary to keep the secret
from him and from every one, till some fortunate opportunity might
offer of revealing it—. Such an opportunity alas! was but too soon
given in the death of my dear Capt. Dashwood—Pardon these tears,
continued Miss Jane wiping her Eyes, I owe them to my Husband’s memory.
He fell my Sophia, while fighting for his Country in America after a
most happy Union of seven years—. My Children, two sweet Boys and a
Girl, who had constantly resided with my Father and me, passing with
him and with every one as the Children of a Brother (tho’ I had ever
been an only Child) had as yet been the comforts of my Life. But no
sooner had I lossed my Henry, than these sweet Creatures fell sick and
died—. Conceive dear Sophia what my feelings must have been when as an
Aunt I attended my Children to their early Grave—. My Father did not
survive them many weeks—He died, poor Good old man, happily ignorant to
his last hour of my Marriage.”
“But did not you own it, and assume his name at your husband’s death?”
“No; I could not bring myself to do it; more especially when in my
Children I lost all inducement for doing it. Lady Bridget, and yourself
are the only persons who are in the knowledge of my having ever been
either Wife or Mother. As I could not Prevail on myself to take the
name of Dashwood (a name which after my Henry’s death I could never
hear without emotion) and as I was conscious of having no right to that
of Annesley, I dropt all thoughts of either, and have made it a point
of bearing only my Christian one since my Father’s death.” She
paused—“Oh! my dear Miss Jane (said I) how infinitely am I obliged to
you for so entertaining a story! You cannot think how it has diverted
me! But have you quite done?”
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