Love and Life: An Old Story in Eighteenth Century CostumeYonge, Charlotte M. (Charlotte Mary)
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Love and Life: An Old Story in Eighteenth Century Costume
Yonge, Charlotte M. (Charlotte Mary)
English fiction -- 19th century
“What! If he be not always tender to my poor dear child, he must be a
wretch indeed.”
“O no, no, Harriet! How shall I ever make you understand?” cried
Aurelia. “Never for a moment is he other than kind and gentle. It
is generally like a father, only more courtly and deferential, but
sometimes something seems to come over him, and he is--oh! I cannot tell
you--what I should think a lover would be,” faltered Aurelia, colouring
crimson, and hiding her face on her sister’s shoulder, as old habits of
confidence, and need of counsel and sympathy were obliterating all the
warnings of last night.
“You silly little chit! Why don’t you encourage these advances? You
ought to be charmed, not frightened.”
“They would ch---I should like it if it were not so like two men in one,
the one holding the other back.”
Harriet laughed at this fancy, and Aurelia was impelled to defend it.
“Indeed, Harriet, it is really so. There will be whispers--oh, such
whispers!”--she sunk her voice and hid her face again--“close to my ear,
and--endearments--while the grave voice sounds at the other end of the
room, and then I long for light. I swooned for fright the first time,
but I am much more used to it now.”
“This is serious,” said Harriet, with unwonted gravity. “Do you really
think that there is another person in the room?”
“I do not feel as if it could be otherwise, and yet it is quite
impossible.”
“I would not bear it,” said her sister. “You ought not to bear it. How
do you know that it is not some vile stratagem? It might even be the
blackamoor!”
“No, no, Harriet! I know better than that. It is quite impossible.
Besides, I am sure of this--that the hands that wedded me are the same
hands that caress me,” she added, with another blushing effort, “strong
but delicate hands, rather hard inside, as with the bridle. I noticed it
because once I thought his hands soft with doing nothing and being shut
up.”
“That convinces me the more, then, there is some strange imposition
practised upon you,” said Harriet, anxiously.
“Oh, no!” said Aurelia, inconsistently; “Mr. Belamour is quite incapable
of doing anything wrong by me. I cannot let you have such shocking
notions. He told me I must be patient and trust him, though I should
meet with much that was strange and inexplicable.”
“This is trusting him much too far. They are playing on your
inexperience, I am sure. If you were not a mere child, you would see
what a shocking situation this is.”
“I wish I had not told you,” said Aurelia, tears rushing into her eyes.
“I ought not! He bade me be cautious how I talked, and you have made me
quite forget!”
“Did he so? Then it is evident that he fears disclosure! Something must
be done. Why not write to our father?”
“I could not! He would call it a silly fancy.”
“And it might embroil him with my Lady,” added Harriet. “We must devise
another mode.”
“You will not--must not tell Mr. Arden,” exclaimed Aurelia,
peremptorily.
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