Love stories; Nobility -- Great Britain -- Fiction; Switzerland -- Fiction
“What is there to say? You made a statement for which I thanked you.
You asked no question.”
“It is a question,” he exclaimed indignantly. “If I love you,
of course I want to know if you love me.”
“Then why did you not say so? But,” she added very deliberately,
“since you want to know, I do and always have and always shall, in
life or death—and for ever—if that means anything.”
He stared at her, tried to utter something and failed. Then he fell back
upon another very primitive and ancient expedient. Flinging his arms
about her, he pressed her to his heart and kissed her again and again
and again; nor, in her moment of complete surrender, did she scruple to
kiss him back.
It was while they were thus engaged, offering a wonderful spectacle of
love triumphant and rejoicing in its triumph, that another person who
was passing the church bethought him of its shelter as a refuge from
the pouring rain. Seeing the open door, Mr. Knight, for it was he,
slipped into the great building in his quiet, rather cat-like fashion,
but on its threshold saw, and stopped. Notwithstanding the shadows, he
recognised them in a moment. More, the sight of this pair, the son whom
he disliked and the woman whom he hated, thus embraced, thus lost in a
sea of passion, moved him to white fury, so that he lifted his clenched
hands above his head and shook them, muttering:
“And in my church, _my_ church!”
Then unable to bear more of this spectacle, he slipped away again,
heedless of the pouring skies.
By nature, although in obedience to a rash promise once he had married,
Mr. Knight was a true woman-hater. That sex and everything to do with
it were repellent to him. Even the most harmless manifestations of
natural affection between male and female he considered disgusting,
indeed indecent, and if these were carried any further he held it to be
among the greatest of crimes. He was one of those who, if he had the
power, would have hounded any poor girl who, in the country phrase,
“had got into trouble,” to the river brink and over it, as a
creature not fit to live; or if she escaped destruction, would have,
and indeed often had, pursued her with unceasing malignity, thinking
that thereby he did God service. His attitude towards such a person was
that of an Inquisitor towards a fallen nun.
Moreover, he could do this with a clear conscience, since he could truly
say that he was qualified to throw the first stone, being of those who
mistake personal aversion for personal virtue. Because his cold-hearted
nature rejected it, he loathed this kind of human failing and felt good
in the loathing. Nor did it ever occur to him to reflect that others,
such as secret malice, jealousy and all uncharitableness on which his
heart fed, might be much worse than the outrush of human passion in
obedience to the almighty decree of Nature that is determined not to
die.
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