Courtship -- Fiction; England -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction; Mate selection -- Fiction
In leaving her he went into worse company--his own thoughts; they were
inexpressibly sad and bitter. “She hates me, then,” said he.
“Everybody is welcome to her at all hours, except me. That lady said
it was because I interrupted her flirtation. Aha! well, I shan't
interrupt her flirtation much longer. I shan't be in her way or
anybody's long. A few short hours, and this bitter day will be
forgotten, and nothing left me but the memory of the kindness she had
for me once, or seemed to have, and the angel face I must carry in my
heart wherever I go, by land or sea. The sea? would to God I was upon
it this minute! I'd rather be at sea than ashore in the dirtiest night
that ever blew.”
He had been walking to and fro a good half-hour, deeply dejected and
turning bitter, when, looking in accidentally at the hall door, he
caught sight of Mrs. Wilson sitting all alone where he had left her.
“Why, what on earth is the meaning of that?” thought he; and he went
into the hall and asked Mrs. Wilson how she came to be there all
alone.
“That is what I have been asking myself a while past,” was the dry
reply.
“Have you not seen her?”
“No, sir, I have not seen her, and, to my mind, it is doubtful whether
I am to see her.”
“But I say you shall see her.”
“No, no, don't put yourself out, sir,” said the woman, carelessly; “I
dare say I shall have better luck next time, if I should ever come to
this house again, which it is not very likely.” She added gently,
“Young folk are thoughtless; we must not judge them too hardly.”
“Thoughtless they may be, but they have no business to be heartless. I
have a great mind to go up and fetch her down.”
“Don't ye trouble, sir. It is not worth while putting you about for an
old woman like me.” Then suddenly dropping the mask of nonchalance
which women of this class often put on to hide their sensibility, she
said, very, very gravely, and with a sad dignity, that one would not
have expected from her gossip and her finery, “I begin to fear, sir,
that the child I have suckled does not care to know me now she is a
woman grown.”
David dashed up the stairs with a red streak on his brow. He burst
into the drawing-room, and there sat Mrs. Bazalgette overlooking, and
Lucy working with a face of beautiful calm. She looked just then so
very like a pure, tranquil Madonna making an altar-cloth, or
something, that David's intention to give her a scolding was withered
in the bud, and he gazed at her surprised and irresolute, and said not
a word.
“Anything the matter?” inquired Mrs. Bazalgette, attracted by the
bruskness of his entry.
“Yes, there is,” said David sternly.
Lucy looked up.
“Miss Fountain's old nurse has been sitting in the hall more than half
an hour, and nobody has had the politeness to go near her.”
“Oh, is that all? Well, don't look daggers at me. There is Lucy; give
her a lesson in good-breeding, Mr. Dodd.” This was said a little
satirically, and rather nettled David.
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