Courtship -- Fiction; England -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction; Mate selection -- Fiction
“She is worth two thousand a year to her commander; and that is too
much for a bachelor.”
Lucy colored and smiled. “Why, it is only just enough for bachelors to
live upon.”
“It is too much for me alone under the circumstances,” said David,
gravely; and there was a little silence.
“Lucy, I love you. With you the _Rajah_ would be a godsend. She
will help me keep you in the company you have been used to, and were
made to brighten and adorn; but without you I cannot take her from
your hand, and, to speak plain, I won't.”
“Oh, Mr. Dodd!”
“No, Lucy; before I knew you, to command a ship was the height of my
ambition--her quarter-deck my Heaven on earth; and this is a clipper,
I own it; I saw her in the docks. But you have taught me to look
higher. Share my ship and my heart with me, and certainly the ship
will be my child, and all the dearer to me that she came to us from
her I love. But don't say to me, 'Me you shan't have; you are not good
enough for that; but there is a ship for you in my place.' I wouldn't
accept a star out of the firmament on those terms.”
“How unreasonable! On the contrary you should say, 'I am doubly
fortunate: I escape a foolish, weak companion for life, and I have a
beautiful ship.' But friendship such as mine for you was never
appreciated; I do you injustice; you only talk like that to tease me
and make me unhappy.”
“Oh, Lucy, Lucy, did you ever know me--”
“There, now, forgive me; and own you are not in earnest.”
“This will show you,” said David, sadly; and he took out two letters
from his bosom. “Here are two letters to the secretary. In one I
accept the ship with thanks, and offer to superintend her when her
rigging is being set up; and in this one I decline her altogether,
with my humble and sincere thanks.”
“Oh yes, you are very humble, sir,” said Lucy. “Now--dear
friend--listen to reason. You have others--”
“Excuse my interrupting you, but it is a rule with me never to reason
about right and wrong; I notice that whoever does that ends by
choosing wrong. I don't go to my head to find out my duty, I go to my
heart; and what little manhood there is in me all cries out against me
compounding with the woman I love, and taking a ship instead of her.”
“How unkind you are! It is not as if I was under no obligations to
you. Is not my life worth a ship? an angel like me?”
“I can't see it so. It was a greater pleasure to me to save your life,
as you call it, than it could be to you. I can't let that into the
account. A woman is a woman, but a man is a man; and I will be under
no obligation to you but one.”
“What arrogance!”
“Don't you be angry; I'll love you and bless you all the same. But I
am a man, and a man I'll die, whether I die captain of a ship or of a
foretop. Poor Eve!”
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