"I cannot say that, Bernard, for I love you," Doris answered, "and I
know that I shall never love any other man as I love you." Then she
tried to rise, as she ended miserably, "Nevertheless, _I cannot marry
you_."
"Sit still." He placed her on the seat again. "You say that you love
me, and yet persist in saying you cannot marry me. I must know how that
is. You must tell me, dear. I have a right to know."
Slowly the words dropped from Doris’s lips, "I cannot marry you, because
I am engaged to Norman Sinclair."
"Engaged to Norman Sinclair?" Bernard repeated indignantly. "Then it is
true, that tale they told me in London. You--my promised wife--have
engaged yourself to marry that man!"
"Yes, it--is--true," again the words dropped falteringly from the poor
girl’s lips. "But I could not help it, Bernard," she added, quickly. "I
could not help it--I was obliged. You see, you did not write. There
was nothing before me except starvation; and then Norman came to me with
his offer, and I was tempted. Oh, Bernard!" she exclaimed, "why did you
not write? I waited and waited for a letter so anxiously, especially
after I had told you about Mr. Sinclair’s offer. Oh, you might have
written just one line!" She looked at him with reproach in her blue
eyes.
"My dear girl, I did not receive that letter, or any at all from you
after the first week of my return to Moss, although I wrote repeatedly.
Some one has suppressed our letters, Doris!"
"Cruel! Cruel!" cried the girl, instantly suspecting who it was. "But
how was it that, not hearing, you did not come to me in order to
ascertain the reason? It is such a long, long time since you returned
to Yorkshire, almost a year--and it seems more."
"I have been so ill," replied Bernard sadly, "and when I recovered from
my first illness, I caught chills and had bad relapses. I was not out
of the doctor’s hands during nine months, and my mother nursed me so
devotedly. How could I suspect that at the same time she was grievously
injuring you and me?"
"And then there was another thing," complained poor Doris. "I wrote to
Susan, our old servant, you know, and asked her about you; whereupon she
replied that I was to think no more about you, as she had heard on good
authority that you were going to marry a young lady at Doncaster."
"Oh, but you couldn’t believe that, Doris? Surely you had more faith in
my love!" exclaimed Bernard, reproachfully.
"What else could I believe when you never wrote and she said that?"
"Doris, I should not have believed it of you!" exclaimed Bernard,
stopping short, with a little frown, as he remembered that she had
become engaged to Norman Sinclair.
Doris looked up miserably. "Circumstances were too much for me," she
said, "and, forgive me--I thought that they had been too much for you."
"Did you think I was so weak?" cried Bernard--"so weak," he repeated,
"as not to be true to the only girl I have ever loved?"
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