After Bernard’s visit and his approval of her work, Doris went on with
it doggedly, disregarding all doubts that arose, and justifying her
doings to herself by thinking of Bernard’s opinion of the rightfulness
of her occupation--exactly as men and women have sheltered themselves
behind the views of others ever since the day when Adam screened himself
behind his wife’s, and she behind the serpent’s.
The business prospered, so that the girl’s little store of money
increased, and she began to anticipate a not very distant time when
there would be one hundred pounds saved wherewith to make her first
payment to Bernard. She determined to begin by paying him one hundred
pounds at once, and wondered if the time would ever come when she would
have so much as one thousand pounds to hand over to him. The girl had a
very brave spirit, but it was often daunted by the herculean task she
had set herself.
One day, when she was very busy with her assistants in the garret, Mrs.
Austin knocked at the door and asked her to be so good as to come
outside to speak to her.
"That gentleman’s come again," she said. "He who frightened away Miss
Sinclair. It’s you he’s after now, I’m thinking. But oh, Miss
Anderson, don’t see him! He’s got an awful look on his face, as if we
kept a gambling-place at least! Don’t see him! For, oh, my dear, you
must live! What is to become of you if you give up such a good business
as you have got? Remember what a hard world this is for those who have
no money, and how difficult you found it to get dealers even to look at
those genuine little paintings you took so much trouble over!"
"Mr. Sinclair might have saved himself the trouble, if he has come to
try to persuade me to give up the business," said Doris, rather hotly.
"I wonder what business it is of his, by the bye! No, I will not see
him."
"Ah, forgive me, I followed your landlady upstairs! I beg a thousand
pardons for the intrusion." The artist stood behind Mrs. Austin,
towering above her. He spoke very humbly, but there was an air of
determination, if not of censure, about him which displeased Doris.
"I am engaged," she said, shortly. "I was just sending you word that I
could not see you."
"But I bring you a message from my sister," he observed, after a
moment’s pause. "Surely you will receive it?"
He looked at her as he spoke, and again Doris felt the dominating power
of his strong will. She was vexed with herself for yielding, and yet
could scarcely avoid it. Slowly and with reluctance the words fell from
her lips, "I cannot hear it here," as she looked significantly at her
assistants, who, busy though they appeared to be, were listening to what
was being said; "we will go downstairs."
In the room below they stood and looked at each other--he tall,
broad-shouldered, vigorous; she slim and slight, but beautiful as a
dream. The girl did not ask him to be seated, nor did she look at the
chair he offered her with a gesture which was almost compelling.
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