In a few well-chosen words he described graphically the loneliness and
hardship of his orphan boyhood, when Alice was a baby and therefore
unable to give him even sympathy; and then he spoke of the dawning of
ambition within him and of his boyhood’s dreams that one day he would
become an artist worthy of the name, and went on to relate the story of
his striving to acquire the necessary skill and culture, and to mount
one by one the golden stairs. Tremendous difficulties had to be
overcome, indomitable, unfaltering resolution and untiring industry had
to be displayed by him: perseverance under many adverse circumstances
became almost his second nature, until at last, gradually, success came
nearer. Then he spoke of his hard work more recently, and of the
pictures he had painted that last year, two of which had now been
accepted and hung in the Royal Academy. Only quite incidentally did he
mention that he and Alice would have actually wanted bread sometimes if
it had not been for mysterious bank-notes arriving anonymously, labelled
"Conscience Money," which made him think they came from one or another
to whom he had formerly lent cash which could ill be spared. In
conclusion he said quietly, "However, thank God, all that is ended, for,
through the death of a rather distant relation, I have quite
unexpectedly inherited a fortune of one hundred thousand pounds. As
soon as I was absolutely certain that there was no mistake about the
matter, I said to myself, ’I will go to Doris. If she will share my
life and help me to do some good with the money, ah, then I shall be
happy.’ So, Doris dear, I came."
The girl was silent. She was deeply touched. He came to her as soon as
the cloud of poverty had lifted and he was able to offer her a home and
plenty.
"You came to me," she faltered at length, without daring to lift her
eyes to his, lest he should see the tears which filled them--"you came
to me--a beggar girl--a pauper----"
"No," he said, "a brave, hard-working, honourable girl! Doris, you have
suffered, are suffering now; but by marrying me you will be lifted at
once out of all difficulties. Think, dear, how easy and pleasant your
life would be, and how useful, too, for you would help me to do much
good with our riches."
But Doris shook her head. She could not accept his offer.
Sinclair went away presently, disappointed for the time being, but
determined to try again. The next day he sent his sister to visit Doris,
and Alice brought her useful presents of chickens, jelly, cream, and
cakes.
"It’s so delightful to be rich," she said. "You’ve no idea how pleasant
it is to be able to buy everything we want! Wouldn’t you like to be
rich, too, Doris?" she asked.
"Yes," said Doris. "Yes, I should. I hate poverty. It is so
belittling--so sordid to have to think so much of ways and means! I
should like to forget what things cost, and accept everything as
unconsciously as we accept the air we breathe."
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