"Listen, dear," said Alice, "in your innermost heart you know that I am
right. I am only calling a spade a spade, and it isn’t the least use to
make a pretence of calling it anything else. You do not love Norman.
Now, dear, hear me out, _you do not love him at all_. I was watching you
this morning when you received that letter from him, and you looked
infinitely bored. When he is over here you escape from his presence
whenever you can, especially if I am not with you. You say that he is
not being deceived, but does he realise what a wretched man he will be
if he marries you when you are feeling like that? He is full of love
and tenderness towards you, and you have not even the old liking for him
and interest in his talk and doings which you had at first. You can, in
fact, barely tolerate him now. Think, then, what it will be to have to
live with him for years and years, until you are old and die----"
"Hush, dear! Perhaps I shall die soon." There was a peculiar sound in
the poor girl’s voice, and Alice, looking at her with searching eyes,
could see that her heart was breaking, and that she would indeed die
soon if she were not released from what was slowly killing her.
"The marriage must not take place," said Alice, firmly. "If not for
your own sake, you must stop it for Norman’s. If _your_ heart is
breaking now, _his_ will break after marriage, when he finds that he has
only bought an empty shell without its kernel, a lovely woman without a
heart which can return his love, a wife without the wifely qualities he
craves. Poor old Norman! He deserves a better fate," and there was
indignation in her tones.
"Yes," said Doris, "it is true. He deserves a better fate."
They were silent for a few minutes after she had said that. The girls
sat watching the sunlit sea dotted here and there with boats of various
descriptions. They listened to the gentle lapping of the waves, the
shouts and laughter of the children paddling on the beach, and the
scraps of conversation from the passers-by. But mentally they were
seeing very different scenes, and they were hearing, too, other more
interesting words. Doris was thinking of Bernard, of the gradual growth
of their love for each other, and his proposal upon the hill at Askern
in Yorkshire, and, later on, his more mature declaration of love, in
Mrs. Austin’s house in North London. Alice, on the other hand, was
thinking of her brother Norman, and of the pained expression of his face
when Doris too manifestly avoided a _tête-à-tête_ with him. If it were
so now, what would it be when they were married? What prospect of
happiness could there be for either of them?
"Look! See who is coming towards us!" exclaimed Doris, suddenly. Her
face had lighted up with a smile of singular beauty, and she was leaning
forward the better to discern the features of a tall young man hurrying
towards them through the promenaders on the front.
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