Love's labor wonSouthworth, Emma Dorothy Eliza Nevitte
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Love's labor won
Southworth, Emma Dorothy Eliza Nevitte
Elopement -- Fiction; Washington (D.C.) -- Fiction
“This is no time, Heaven knows, for the cowardice of girlish shame.
Father, I love him! For three long years I have believed myself his
destined wife. Long before our betrothal, as far back, or farther,
perhaps, than memory reaches, I loved him, and knew that he loved me,
and felt that in some strange way I belonged finally to him. Long,
long before I ever heard of courtship, betrothal, or marriage, I felt
in my deepest heart--and knew he felt it too--that Ralph was my final
proprietor and prince, that I, at last and forever, was his own little
Margaret--ay! as your Marguerite was yours, my father. And always and
ever, in all the changes of our life, in joy and in sorrow, in presence
and in absence, I seemed to repose sweetly in his heart as a little
bird in its nest, loving him too quietly and securely to know how
deeply and strongly. But oh, my father, it has remained for the anguish
of this day to teach me how, above all creatures, I love my promised
husband, even as my mother loved hers. The blow that reaches Ralph’s
heart would break my own. Father, I can conceive this globe upon which
we live, with all its seas and continents, its mountains, plains and
cities, its whole teeming life, collapsing and sinking out of sight
through space, and yet myself continuing to live, somewhere, in some
sphere of being; but, my father, I cannot conceive of Ralph’s death and
my own continued life, anywhere, as possible! for there, at that point,
all sinks into darkness, chaos, annihilation! Swift madness or death
would follow his loss! Oh, my father, say, is he not my husband? Oh, my
father, will you make your child a widow, a widow by her father’s hand?”
“Margaret, this is the very infatuation of passion!”
“Passion! Well, since grief and terror and despair have made my bosom
so stormy, you may call it so! else never should my lifelong, quiet,
contented attachment to Ralph be termed a passion, as if it were the
feverish caprice of yesterday. But oh, Heaven! all this time you are
not answering me. You do not promise that you will not meet him.
Father, I cannot die of grief, else had I long since been lying
beside your other Marguerite! But I feel that I may go mad, and that
soon. Already reason reels with dwelling on this impending duel! with
the thought that a few hours hence----! Father, if you would not have
your Marguerite’s child go mad, curse the author of her being, and lay
desperate hands upon her own life, forgo this duel! do not make her a
widowed bride!”
“Wretched girl, it were better that you were dead, for come what may,
Margaret, honor must be saved.”
“Then you will kill him! My father will kill my husband!”
“Why do you harp upon this subject forever? Shall I not equally risk my
own life?”
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