They went out and telephoned to Corydon’s father, and Thyrsis got hold
of a college friend, a lawyer, and the four went to the office of the
dead man. It was weeks before they became sure of the whole sickening
truth, but they learned enough on that first day to make them fairly
certain. John C. Hammond had got rid of everything--not only his own
funds, but the funds belonging to the eight or ten heirs of the estate.
The house in which he lived and everything in it was held in the name of
his wife; and so there was not a penny to pay Corydon her four thousand
dollars!
The girl was almost prostrated with misery; she vowed that she would go
back to her parents, that she would go to work in an office. And poor
Thyrsis could only hold her in his arms and whisper, “It doesn’t matter,
dear--it doesn’t matter! The book will be out in the spring, and I can
do pot-boilers for two!”
Section 5. But in the small hours of the night Thyrsis lay awake in
his little room, and the soul within him was sick with horror. He was
trapped--there was no use trying to dodge the fact, he was trapped! His
powers were waning hour by hour, his vision was dying within him;
every day he knew that he was weaker, that the grip of circumstance was
tighter upon him. Ah, the hideous cruelty of the thing--it was like a
murder in the night-time, like a torturing in some secret dungeon! He
was burning up with his inward fires--there was a new book coming to
ripeness within him, a book that would be greater even than his first
one. And he could not write it, he could not even think about it! And
there was the soul of Corydon calling to him, there were all the heights
of music and poetry--and instead of climbing, he must torture his brain
with hack-writing! He must go down to the editors, and fawn and cringe,
and try to get books to review; he must study the imbecilities of the
magazines and watch out for topics for articles; he must rack his brains
for jokes and jingles--he, the master of life, the bearer of a new
religion, the proud, high-soaring eagle, whose foot had never known a
chain!
When such thoughts came to him, he would dig his nails into the palms of
his hands, he would grit his teeth and curse the world. No, they should
not conquer him! They should never bend him to their will! They might
starve him, they might kill him--they might kill Corydon, also, but he
would never give up! He would fight, and fight again, he would struggle
to the last gasp--he would do his work, though all the powers of hell
rose up to stop him!
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