He was bound to admit that they had all the arguments on their side.
He had gone his own obstinate way, in defiance of all advice and of
all precedent; and now he saw what had come of it--exactly what every
common-sense person had foreseen. He and Corydon had tried their “living
as brother and sister”--and here she was with child! And that was all
right, no one proposed to blame him for it; it was what people had
predicted, and they were rather pleased to have their predictions come
true--to see the bubble of his pretenses burst, and to be able to point
out to him that he was like all other men. What they wanted now was
simply that he should recognize his responsibility, and look out for
Corydon’s welfare. Living in tenement-rooms and in tents, like gypsies
and savages, was all right by way of a lark; it was all very picturesque
and romantic in a novel; but it would not do for a woman who was about
to become a mother. Corydon had been delicately reared. She was used to
the comforts and decencies of life; and to get her in her present
plight and then not provide these things for her would be the act of a
scoundrel.
All through his life the world had had but one message for Thyrsis: “Go
to work!” From the world’s point of view his languages and literatures,
his music and writing were all play; to “work” was to get a “position”.
And now this word was dinned into his ears day and night, the very
stones in the street seemed to cry it at him--“Get a position! Get a
position!”
As chance would have it, the position was all ready. In the higher
regions they were preparing to open a branch of a great family
establishment abroad, and Thyrsis was invited to take charge of it. He
would be paid three thousand dollars a year at the start, and two or
three times as much ultimately; and what more could he want? He knew
nothing about the work, but they knew his abilities--that if he would
undertake it, and give his attention to it, he would succeed. He would
meet people of culture, they argued, and be broadened by contact with
men; as for Corydon, it would make her whole life over. Surely, for her
sake, he could not refuse!
Thyrsis had foreseen just such things. He had braced himself to meet the
shock, and the world found him with his hands clenched and his jaws set.
There was no use in arguing with him, he had but one answer--“No! No!
No!” He would not take that position, and he would not take any
other position--neither now, nor at any future time. He was not a
business-man, he was an artist; and an artist he would remain to the
end. It might as well be understood at the outset; there was nothing
that the world could do or say to him that would move him one inch. They
might starve him, they might kill him, they might do what they could or
would--but never would he give in.
“But--what are you going to do?” they cried.
He answered, “I am going to write my books.”
“But you have already written two books, and nothing has come of them!”
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