Section 4. He might not come to see Corydon in her home; but she would
meet him in the street, and they would walk in the park, a pitiful and
mournful pair. They had to walk slowly, and often he would have to
help her, for her burden had now become great. She had altered all her
dresses, and she wore a long cape, and even then was not able to hide
the disfigurement of her person. They would sit upon a bench in the
cold, and talk about the latest aspects of his struggle, what he was
doing and what he hoped to do. Corydon would bring him the opinions of a
few more members of the bourgeois world, and they would curse this world
and these people together. For there was no more thought of giving up on
Corydon’s side than there was on his; it was not for nothing that he had
talked to her upon the hill-top in the moonlight.
Meanwhile, however, time was passing, and the prospect of her
approaching confinement hung over them like a black thunder-cloud. It
came on remorselessly, menacingly. The event was due about Christmas
time, and there must be some money then--there must be some money then!
But where was it to be found?
Thyrsis had tried another story for the “Treasure Chest,” but the editor
had not liked his plot. Also he was taking “The Hearer of Truth” from
one place to another; but with less and less hope, as he learned
from various editors and publishers how radical and subversive they
considered it. He took it now mechanically, as a matter of form--making
it his rule always to count upon rejection, so that he might never be
disappointed.
One of Corydon’s rich friends had told her of a certain famous surgeon,
and Corydon had gone to see him. He had a beautiful private hospital,
and his prices were unthinkable; but he had seemed to be interested in
her, and when she told him her circumstances, he had said that he would
try to “meet her halfway.” But even with the reductions he quoted,
it would cost them nearly a hundred and fifty dollars; and how could
Thyrsis get such a sum? Even if the surgeon were willing to wait--what
prospect was there that he could ever get it?
This again was the curse of their leisure-class upbringing. They did not
know how poor women had their babies, and they shrunk from the thought
of finding it out. Corydon had met this man, and had been impressed by
him; and Thyrsis realized, even if she did not, that she had got her
heart set upon the plan. And if he did not make it possible, and then
anything were to go wrong with her, how would he ever be able to forgive
himself? This event would come but once, and might mean so much to them.
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