Section 5. But these thoughts were for himself; he did not whisper them
to Corydon. However people might despise him, they did not blame
her, and there was no need of this bitterness in her cup. Corydon was
beautiful--ah God, how beautiful she looked, lying there in the snowy
bed, with the snowy lace about her neck and arms! How like the very
goddess of motherhood she looked, a halo of light about her forehead.
She, too, must have flowers, to whisper to her of hope and joy; and so
he had brought her three pitiful little pinks, which he had purchased
from a lame girl upon the corner. The tears started into Corydon’s eyes
as she saw these--for she knew that he had gone without a part of his
dinner in order to bring them to her.
Everybody had come to love her already, he could see. How gentle and
kind they were to her; and how skillfully they did everything for her!
His heart was full of thankfulness that he had been able to bring her
to this haven of refuge. And resolutely he put aside all thoughts of his
own humiliation--he swept his mind clear of everything else, and went
with her to face this new and supreme experience of her life.
“You will stay with me?” she had pleaded; and he had promised that he
would stay. She could not bear to have him out of her sight at all, and
so they made him a bed upon the couch, and he spent the night there; and
through the next day he sat with her and read to her. But now and then
he would know that her thoughts had wandered, and he would look at her
and see her eyes wide with fear. “Oh, Thyrsis,” she would whisper, “I’m
only a child; and I’m not fit to be a mother!”
He would try to comfort her and soothe her. But in truth, he too was
full of fears and anxieties. He had felt the dome-like shape within her
abdomen, which they said was the head of the child; and he could not
conceive how it was ever to be got out. But they told him that the thing
had happened before. There was nothing for either of them to do but to
wait.
They were in the hands of Nature, who had brought them thus far, who
had had her will with them so utterly. And now her purpose was to be
revealed to them--now they were to know the wherefore of all that they
had done. They were like two children, travelling through a dark valley;
they walked hand in hand, lifting their eyes to the mountain-tops, and
seeking the first signs of the coming light.
Section 6. Outside, whenever they opened the window, they could hear the
noise of the busy city; and it seemed so strange that street-cars
should jangle on, and news-boys shout, and tired men hurry home to
their dinners--while such a thing as this was preparing. Thyrsis gave
utterance to the thought; and the doctor, who was in the room, smiled
and responded, “It happens twice every second in the world!”
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