It seemed as if the task grew harder every week. He went without cuffs,
and wore old and frayed collars, and washed his solitary necktie until
it was threadbare, and lived upon prunes and crackers, and gave up
the gas-stove in his room--and still he could scarcely manage to get
together the weekly rent. He studied the magazines in the libraries,
and racked his wits for new ideas to interest their editors. He haunted
editorial-rooms until his presence became a burden, and he brought new
agonies and humiliations upon himself. He would part from Corydon in
the afternoon, and shut himself in his room; and sitting in bed to keep
warm, he would work until midnight at some new variety of pot-boiler.
After which he would go out to walk and clear his brain--and even then,
exhausted as he was, his vision would come to him again, wonderful and
soul-shaking. So he would walk on, and go back to write until nearly
dawn at something he really loved.
Section 3. It was so that he wrote his poem, “Caradrion”. It was out of
thoughts of Corydon, and of the tears which they shed in each other’s
presence, that this poem was made. Thyrsis had a fondness for burrowing
into strange old books, in which one found the primitive wonder of the
soul of man, first awakening to the mystery of life. Such a book was
Physiologus, with his tales of strange beasts and magic jewels. “There
is a bird called Caradrion”, Thyrsis had read.... “And if the sick man
can be healed, Caradrion goes to him, and touches him upon the mouth,
and takes his sickness from him; and so the man is made well.” And out
of this hint he had fashioned the legend of the two children who had
grown up together in “the little cot, fringed round with tender green”;
one of them Cedric, and one Eileen--for he had given the names that
Corydon preferred.
They grew “unto the days of love”, so the story ran--
“And Cedric bent above her, stooping light,
To press a kiss upon her tender cheek.
And said, ‘Eileen, I love thee; yea I love,
And loved thee ever, thou my soul’s delight.’
So time sped on, until there came
“To Cedric once a strange unlovely thought,
That haunted him and would not let him be.
‘Eileen,’ he said, ‘there is a thing called death,
Of which men speak with trembling at the lips;
And I have thought how it would be with me
If I should never gaze upon thee more.’”
So Cedric went to find out about these matters; he sought a witch--“the
haggard woman, held in awe.”
“He found her crouching by a caldron fire;
Far gleams of light fled through the vault away.
And tongues of darkness flickered on the wall.
Then Cedric said, ‘I seek the fate to know’.
And the witch laughed, and gazed on him and sang:
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