Section 4. This had come so very easily to Thyrsis that he could not
believe that it was good. “Just a little story,” he said to Corydon,
when he read it to her, and he was surprised to see how it affected
her--how the tears welled into her eyes, and she clung to him sobbing.
It meant more to her than any other thing that he had written; it was
the very voice of their tenderness and their grief.
Then Thyrsis took it to the one editor he knew who was a lover of
poetry, and was surprised again, at this man’s delight. But he smiled
sadly as he realized that the editor did not use poetry--they did
not praise so recklessly when it was a question of something to be
purchased!
“The poem is too long for any magazine,” was the verdict, “and it’s not
long enough for a book. And besides, poetry doesn’t sell.” But none the
less Thyrsis, who would never take a defeat, began to offer it about;
and so “Caradrion” was added to the list of stamp-consuming manuscripts,
and set out to see the world at the expense of its creator’s stomach.
So there was one more wasted vision, one more futile effort--and one
more grapple with despair, in the hours when he and his wife sat wrapped
in a blanket in the tenement-room. Corydon was growing more nervous and
unhappy every day, it seemed to him. There were, apparently, endless
humiliations to be experienced by a woman “whose husband did not support
her”. Some zealous relative had suggested to her the idea that the
“hall-boys” might think she was not really married; and so now she
was impelled to speculate upon the psychology of these Ethiopian
functionaries, and look for slights and disapproval from them!
Thyrsis, from much work and little sleep, was haggard and wild of
aspect; the cry of the world, “Take a position!” rang in his ears day
and night. The springs of book-reviews had dried up entirely, and by
sheer starvation he was forced to a stage lower yet. A former college
friend was editing a work of “contemporary biography”, and offered
Thyrsis some hack-writing. It meant the carrying home of huge bundles
of correspondence from the world’s most brightly-shining lights, and the
making up of biographical sketches from their eulogies of themselves.
With every light there came a portrait, showing what manner of light it
was. As for Thyrsis, he did his writing with the feeling that he would
like to explore with a poniard the interiors of each one of these
people.
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