There we might leave Thyrsis with the established Church. He had it just
where he wanted it, and he shook it until its smoothly-shaven pink and
white cheeks turned purple, and the _demi-tasse_ went flying out of its
beautifully manicured fingers! And while he did it he laughed aloud in
hideous glee, and in his soul was a cry like the hunting-call of the
lone gray wolf, that he had heard at midnight in his wilderness camp. So
far a journey had come the little boy who had been dressed up in scarlet
and purple robes, and had carried the bishop’s train at the confirmation
service! And so heavy a penalty did the church pay for its alliance with
“good society”!
Section 8. Thyrsis paid a week’s living expenses to have this manuscript
copied; and then he took it about to the publishers. First came his
friend Mr. Ardsley, who had become his chief adviser. When Thyrsis went
to see him, Mr. Ardsley drew out an envelope from his desk, and took
from it the opinion of his reader. “‘What in the world is the matter
with this boy?’” he read. “That’s the opening sentence.”
And then he fixed his eyes upon the boy. “What in the world _is_ the
matter?” he asked.
Thyrsis sat silent; there was no reply he could make. He was strongly
tempted to say to the man, “The matter is that I am not getting enough
to eat!”
But already Thyrsis himself had judged “The Higher Cannibalism” and
repudiated it. It was born of his pain and weakness, and it was not the
work he had come into the world to do. So at the end he had placed a
poem, which told of a visit from his muse, after the fashion of Musset’s
“Nuits”; the muse had been sad and silent, and in the end the poet had
torn up the product of his hours of despair, and had renewed his faith
with the gracious one.
Meantime the long winter months dragged by, and still there was no gleam
of hope. For Corydon it was even harder than for her husband. He at
least was expressing his feelings, while she could only pine and chafe,
without any sort of vent. Her life was a matter of colorless routine,
in which each day was like the last, except in increased monotony. She
tried hard not to let him see how she suffered; but sometimes the tears
would come. And her unhappiness was bad for the child, which in the
beginning had been robust and magnificent, but now was not growing
properly. Thyrsis would have ridiculed the idea that nervousness could
affect her milk; but the time came when, in later life, he saw the
poisons of fatigue and fear in test-tubes, and so he understood why the
child had not been able to lift its head until it was a year old, and
had then been well on the way to having “rickets.”
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