Section 1. Through the summer Corydon had been living week by week upon
the hope that her husband would be able to send for her; all through the
fall she had been dreaming of the arrangements they would make for
the winter. But by now it had become clear that they would have to
be separated for a part of the winter as well. She had sent him long
letters, full of hopes and yearnings, anxieties and rebellions; but
in the end she had brought herself to face the inevitable. And then it
transpired that even a greater sacrifice was required of her--she was to
be forbidden to see Thyrsis at all! If a man did not support his wife,
said the world, it was common-sense that he should not have any wife;
that was the quickest way to bring him to his senses. And so the two had
threshed out that problem, and chosen their course; they would live in
the same city, and yet confine themselves to writing letters!
A curious feeling it gave Thyrsis, to know that she was so near to him,
and yet not to be going to meet her! He could not endure any part of the
city where he had been with her, and got himself a hall bedroom on the
edge of a tenement-district far up town. Then he had his shoes shined,
and purchased a clean collar, and wrote Miss Ethelynda Lewis that he was
ready to call. While he was waiting to hear from her, there came to him
a strange adventure; assuredly one of the strangest that ever befell a
struggling poet, in a world where many strange adventures have befallen
struggling poets.
For six months Thyrsis had not seen his baby; and there had come in the
meantime so many letters, telling so many miraculous things about that
baby! So many dreams he had dreamed about it, so many hopes and so many
prayers were centered in it! Twenty-two hours had he sat by the bedside
when it was born; and through all the trials that had come afterwards,
how he had suffered and wept for it! Now his heart was wrung with
longing to see it, to touch it--his child. He wrote Corydon that he
could not stand it; and Corydon wrote back that he was right--he should
surely see the baby. And so it was arranged between them that Thyrsis
was to be at a certain place in the park, and she would send the
nurse-girl there with little Cedric.
He went and sat upon a bench; and the hour came, and at last down the
path strolled a nurse-girl, wheeling a baby-carriage. He looked at
the girl--yes, she was Irish, as Cordon had said, and answered all
specifications; and then he looked at the baby, and his heart sank into
his boots. Oh, such a baby! With red hair and a pug-nose, plebeian and
dull-looking--such a baby! Thyrsis stared at the maid again--and she
smiled at him. Then she passed on, and he sank down upon a bench. Great
God, could it be that that was his child? That he would have to go
through life with something so ugly, so alien to him? A terror seized
him. It was like a nightmare. He was hardly able to move.
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