People would repeat to him, over and over, their dreary formula--“Get
a position! Get a position!” And patiently, unwearyingly, Thyrsis would
set himself to explain to them what it was like to be inspired. It was
not perversity upon his part, it was not conceit; it was no more these
than it was laziness. It was something that was in him--something that
he had not put there himself, something that he could not take out of
himself; a thing that took possession of him, without any intention
upon his part, without any permission; a thing that required him to do
certain acts, and that tore him to pieces if he did not do them. And
how should he be blamed because he could not do as other men--because he
could not take care of himself, nor even of his wife and child? Because
he could not have any rights, because he could not possess the luxuries
of manhood and self-respect? Because, in short, he was cast out into the
gutter for every dog to snarl at and for every loafer to spurn? Could
it be that in this whole civilization, with its wealth and power, its
culture and learning, its sciences and arts and religions--there was not
to be found one single man or woman who could recognize such a state of
affairs, and realize what it meant?
Section 6. About this time Thyrsis thought of another plan. Perhaps he
might get some one to publish the play in book form--that would bring
him a little money, and possibly also it might help him to interest
some other manager or actor. So he took the manuscript to his friend
Mr. Ardsley, who told him it would not sell, and then gave him another
lecture upon his folly in not having written the “practical” novel; and
then he took it to the publisher for whom Prof. Osborne acted as reader.
So he had another conference with that representative of authority.
“I’ll get him some day,” Thyrsis had said to himself, after their last
interview; and he found that he had almost “got” him now. There was
no chance of the play’s selling, said the professor, and therefore no
recommending it for publication; but it was indeed a remarkable piece of
work--one might possibly say that it was a _great_ piece of work.
To which the author responded, “Why can’t one say that surely?”
“I’m not quite sure,” said the other, “whether your violinist is a
genius, or only thinks he is.”
Thyrsis pondered this. “That’s rather an important question,” he said.
“Yes,” admitted the other.
“There ought to be some way of deciding such a question definitely.”
“Yes, there ought to be.”
“But there isn’t?”
“No--I’m afraid there isn’t. We know too little about genius as yet.”
“But, professor,” said Thyrsis, “you are a critic--you write books of
criticism. And that’s the one question a critic has to answer.”
“Yes, I know,” said Prof. Osborne.
“And yet, when you face the issue, you give up.”
“It has generally taken a long time to decide such a matter,” was the
professor’s reply.
“Yes, it has,” said the other; “and meantime the man is starved out.”
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