The poem was simple and optimistic--it told of the beneficent qualities
of rain, as it would appear to one whose roof did not leak. Somewhere in
the course of it there was this stanza:
“I am the rain that comes at night,
When all in slumber is folded light--
Save one by weary vigils worn
Who counteth the drops unto the morn.”
This seemed to her an impressive bit, and she wondered what Thyrsis
would think of it.
There were eight stanzas altogether, and when she finished the last of
them the dawn was breaking, and it seemed hours since she had begun.
As for the baby, he was still crying. She turned and peered at him; his
eyelids drooped, and the crying came in spasms and gasps--it sounded
very feeble, and a trifle perfunctory. Obviously he could not hold out
much longer; Corydon would win, yes, she had won already. She lay still,
and thrills of happiness went through her. Was it the poem, or the
thought of her release, and the nights of quiet sleep in the future?
When Thyrsis came in, an hour or two later, he found her huddled up in
blankets on the floor of the living-room, her cheeks bright, her hair
dishevelled. How fascinating she looked in such a guise! She was eagerly
pondering her poem; and the baby was sleeping quietly, save for a few
convulsive gasps, the last stragglers of his routed forces.
“And oh, Thyrsis,” she exclaimed, “to-morrow night he will only cry half
as long, and still less the next night. And soon he will go to sleep
quietly like any well brought-up, civilized baby. And, my dear, I
believe I’m going to be a poetess--I think that to-night I was really
inspired!”
So he made haste to build a fire, and then came and sat and listened to
the poem. How eagerly she waited for his verdict! How she hung upon his
words! And what should a man do in such a case--should he be a husband
or a critic? Should he be an amateur or a professional?
But even as he hesitated, the damage was done. “Oh, you don’t like it!”
she cried. “You don’t think it’s good at all!”
“My dear,” he argued, “poetry is such a difficult thing to write. And
there are so many standards--a thing can be good, and yet not good! The
heights are so far away--”
“But oh, how can I ever get there,” wailed Corydon, “if nobody gives me
any encouragement?”
Section 9. The time had now come for Thyrsis to put his job through.
There was no longer any excuse for hesitation or delay. The book had
come to ripeness in him; the birth-hour was at hand, and he must go and
have it out with himself. He explained these things to Corydon, sitting
beside her and holding her hands; they ascended once more to the heights
of consecration; they renewed their vows of fortitude and faith, and
then he went away.
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