It was evident that Corydon was going down-hill under the strain. She
became more and more nervous and wretched, her headaches and her fits
of exhaustion were more frequent. Then, too, her old mental trouble, the
habit of “thinking things”, was plaguing her again--She would come to
Thyrsis with long accounts of her psychological entanglements, and he
would patiently unravel the skein. Or sometimes, if he was very tired,
he might give some signs of a desire to escape the ordeal; and then he
would see a look of terror stealing into Corydon’s eyes. So these things
were real after all--they were real even to Thyrsis!
One morning he opened his eyes, and looked from his study-window, to
find that another heavy snow had fallen; and when he had dressed and
gone over to the house, he found Corydon in bed. She complained of
a headache, and had had chills during the night, and was now quite
evidently feverish. He was alarmed, and after he had made her as
comfortable as he could, he dressed the baby and took him upon his
shoulder, and made his way with difficulty to the farm-house. He left
the baby there, and with a horse and sleigh set out for town. The horse
had to walk all the way, and several times the sleigh was upset in the
drifts, so that it was two hours before he reached his destination. As
the doctor was out upon his rounds, he had to wait a couple of hours
more--and then only to learn that the man could not possibly attempt the
trip. He had several patients who were dangerously ill, and he had to be
on hand.
He sent Thyrsis to another doctor, but this one said exactly the same;
and so the boy spent the day wandering about the town. The thought of
Corydon’s lying there alone, helpless and suffering, made him wild;
but everywhere he met with the same response--the cold weather had
apparently brought an epidemic of disease, and there was no doctor in
the place who could spare three or four hours to make the long journey
in the snow.
So there was nothing for him to do but go back. The farmer’s wife
offered to take care of the baby over night, and he went down to the
cottage alone where he found Corydon much worse. He sat and held her
hand, a terror clutching at his heart; and all night long he sat and
tended her--he filled hot water bottles when she was chilled, and got
ice when she was hot, and made cool lemonade, and prepared tidbits and
tempted her to eat. He would whisper to her and soothe her; and later,
when she fell into a doze, he sat nodding in his chair and shivering
with cold, but afraid to touch the fire for fear of disturbing her.
Then, towards dawn, she wakened; and Thyrsis was almost beside himself
with anguish and fear--for she was delirious, and did not know where she
was, or what she was doing. She kept talking as if to the baby--in their
baby-talk. Thyrsis would listen, until he would choke up with tears.
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