“Some day,” he said, “you will find a way to express it. It will come,
never fear.--But now, dear, be sensible. The ground is wet, and if you
sit there, you will surely be laid up with rheumatism.”
He lifted her up; but she was not to be diverted. Suddenly she turned,
and caught him by the arms. “Thyrsis!” she cried. “Tell me! Do you blame
me as she does? Do you think I’m weak and incompetent?”
Whatever answer he might have been inclined to make, he saw in her
wild eyes that only one answer was to be thought of. “Certainly not, my
dear!” he said, quickly. “How could you ask me such a question?”
“Oh, tell me! tell me!” she exclaimed. And so he had to go on, and
sing the song of their love to her, and pour out balm upon her wounded
spirit.
But afterwards he went alone; and then it was not so simple. Little
demons of doubt came and tormented him. Might it not be that there was
something in the point of view of the Channings? He took Corydon at her
own estimate--at the face value of her emotions; but might it not
be that he was deluding himself, that he was a victim of his own
infatuation?
He would ponder this; he tried to have it out with himself for once.
What did he really think about it? What would he have told Corydon if he
had told her the bald truth? But such doubts could not stay with him for
long. They brought shame to him. He was like a man travelling across the
plains, who comes upon the woman he loves, being tortured by a band of
Apaches; and who is caught and bound fast, to watch the proceedings.
Would such a man spend his time asking whether the woman was weak and
incompetent? No--his energies would be given to getting his arms loose,
and finding out where the guns were. He would set her free, and give
her a chance; and then it would be time enough to measure her powers and
pass judgment upon her.
Section 6. It was a long time before the family got over that
visitation. Corydon burned all Channing’s books and she wrote a long and
indignant letter to Mrs. Channing, and then burned the letter. Thyrsis
never told her about his conversation with the husband, for he knew she
would never get over that insult. For himself, he concluded that
the Channings were lucky in having got into a quarrel with them, as
otherwise he would surely have compelled them to lend him some money.
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