“It’s like a steam-engine,” said Thyrsis. “It doesn’t matter how
much power you get up, or how fast you make the wheels go--unless the
switches are set right, you don’t reach your destination.”
“You only land in the ditch!” added Corydon. “And that’s just the way I
felt to-night--she’d take your argument every time, and dump it into a
ditch. And she’d see it there, and not care.”
“She doesn’t care about facts at all, Corydon. And notice this
also--she doesn’t care about succeeding. That’s the thing you must get
straight--her religion is a religion of failure! It comes back to that
criticism of Nietzsche’s--it’s a slave-morality. The world belongs to
the devil; and the idea of taking it away from the devil seems to
be presumptuous. Even if it could be done, the attempt would be
‘unspiritual’; for the ‘world’ is something corrupt--something that
ought not to be saved. So you see, she’s perfectly willing for the
Belgians to have the rubber.”
“‘Render unto Caesar the things that are Caesar’s’!” quoted Corydon.
“Yes, and let Caesar spend them on Cleo de Merode. What she wants is
to save the _souls_ of her savages--to baptize them, and to perish
gloriously at the work, and then be transported to some future life
that is worth while. So you see what the immortality-mongers do with our
morality!”
“Ah!” cried Corydon, swiftly. “But that need not be so!”
“But it _is_ so!” he answered.
“No, no!” she protested. “You must not say that! That is giving up--and
I felt such a different mood in you to-night! I wanted to tell you--we
must do something about it, Thyrsis! It made me ashamed of my own life.
Here I am, failing miserably--and all that work crying out to be done! I
don’t think I ever had such a sense of your power before--the things
you might do, if only you could get free, if only I didn’t stand in your
way! Oh, can’t we cast the old mistakes behind us, and go out into the
world and preach that message?”
“But, my dear,” said Thyrsis, “that wouldn’t appeal to you always. Your
temperament--”
“Never mind my temperament!” she cried. “I am sick of it, ashamed of it;
I want the world to hear that trumpet-call! I want you to break your
way into the churches--to make them listen to you, and realize their
blasphemy of life!”
She caught hold of him and clung to him; he could feel, like an electric
shock, the thrill of her excitement. He marvelled at the effect his
words had produced upon her--realizing all the more keenly, in contrast
with Delia, what a power of _mind_ he had here to deal with. “Dearest,”
he said, “I must put these things into my books. You must stand by me
and help me to put them into my books!”
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