“Mother wants me to stay with her,” he said. “I’ve only got ten dollars
left. But I’ll get some from the publisher.”
“Are you sure you can?” she asked.
“Oh, Corydon!” he cried, “you’ve no idea how wonderful it is--the book,
I mean. You’ll be amazed! It kept growing on me all the time--I got
new visions of it. That was why it took me so long. I didn’t dare to
appreciate it, while I was doing it--I had to keep myself at work, you
know; but now that it’s done, I can realize it. And oh, it’s a book the
world will heed!”
“When can I see it, Thyrsis?”
“As soon as it’s copied--the manuscript is all a scrawl. But you know
the minstrel’s song at the end? My Gethsemane, I called it! I found a
new form for it--it’s all in free verse. I didn’t mean it to be that
way, but it just wrote itself; it broke through the bars and ran away
with me. Oh, it marches like the thunder!”
He pulled some papers from his coat-pocket. “I was going over it on the
train this morning,” he said. “Listen!”
He read her the song, thrilling anew with the joy of its effect upon
her. “Oh, Thyrsis!” she cried, in awe. “That is marvellous! Marvellous!
How could you do it?”
And yet, for all the delight she expressed, Thyrsis was conscious of
a chill of disappointment, of a doubt lurking in the background of his
mind. It was inevitable, in the nature of things--how could the book
mean to any human creature what it had meant to him? Seven long months
he had toiled with it, he had been through the agonies of a child-birth
for it. And another person would read it all in one day!--It was the
old, old agony of the artist, who can communicate so small a part of
what has been in his soul.
Section 2. He wanted to talk about his book, but Corydon wanted to talk
about him. She had waited so long, and suffered so much--and now at
last he was here! “Oh, Thyrsis!” she cried. “There’s just no use in my
trying--I can’t do anything at all without you!”
“You won’t have to do it any more,” he said. “We shall not part again.”
“And you are sure you want me? You have no more doubts?”
“How could I have any doubts--after that letter. Ah, that was a brave
letter, Corydon! It made me think of you as some old Viking’s daughter!
That is the way to go at the task!”
“And then I may feel certain!” she said.
“You may stop thinking all about it,” he replied. “We’ll waste no more
of our time--we’ll put it aside and get to work.”
They spent the day wandering about in the park and talking over their
plans. “I suppose it’ll be all right now that I’m with you,” said
Thyrsis. “I mean, there’s no great hurry about getting married.”
“Oh, no!” she answered. “We dare not think of that, until you have
money.”
“How I wish we didn’t have to get married!” he exclaimed.
“Why?” she asked.
“Because-why should we have to get anybody else’s permission to live our
lives? I’ve thought about it a good deal, and it’s a slave-custom, and
it makes me ashamed of myself.”
“But don’t you believe in marriage, dear?”
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