London (England) -- Social life and customs -- 20th century -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction
'I know you left a margin, but you left out coals and clothes
altogether.'
'Oh, did I?'
'And the margin went in a week, the first week of your holiday. You
never counted holidays in the Budget.'
'Oh! I--I--well, I suppose it escaped my recollection.'
'Never mind that. It can't be helped now. You see, Bruce, we simply
haven't enough for our expenses.'
'Oh, then what's the use of looking at the accounts?'
'Why, to see where we are. What we've done, and so on. What do you
usually do when you receive a bill?'
'I put it in the fire. I don't believe in keeping heaps of useless
papers; it's so disorderly. And so I destroy them.'
'That's all very well, but you know you really oughtn't to be in debt.
It worries me. All I want you to do,' she continued, 'is just to go
through the things with me to see how much we owe, how much we can pay,
and how we can manage; and just be a little careful for the next
few months.'
'Oh, if that's all you want--well, perhaps you're right, and we'll do
it, some time or other; but not tonight.'
'Why not? You have nothing to do!'
'Perhaps not; but I can't be rushed. Of course, I know it's rather hard
for you, old girl, being married to a poor man; but you know you _would_
do it, and you mustn't reproach me with it now.'
She laughed.
'We're not a bit too hard up to have a very pleasant time, if only you
weren't so--,' then she stopped.
'Go on; say it!' he exclaimed. 'You want to make out I'm extravagant,
that's it! I _have_ large ideas, I own it; it's difficult for me to be
petty about trifles.'
'But, Bruce, I wasn't complaining at all of your large ideas. You hardly
ever give me a farthing, and expect me to do marvels on next to nothing.
Of course, I know you're not petty about some things.' She
stopped again.
'All right then; I'll give up smoking and golfing, and all the little
things that make life tolerable to a hard-working man.'
'Not at all, dear. Of course not. There's really only one luxury--if you
won't think me unkind--that I think, perhaps, you might try to have
less of.'
'What is that?'
'Well, dear, couldn't you manage not to be ill quite so often? You see,
almost whenever you're bored you have a consultation. The doctors always
say you're quite all right; but it does rather--well, run up, and you
can't get much fun out of it. Now, don't be angry with me.'
'But, good God, Edith! If I didn't take it in time, you might be left a
young widow, alone in the world, with Archie. Penny-wise and
pound-foolish to neglect the health of the breadwinner! Do you reproach
me because the doctor said I wasn't dangerously ill at the time?'
'Of course not; I'm only too thankful.'
'I'm sure you are really, dear. Now yesterday I felt very odd, very
peculiar indeed.'
'Oh, what was it?'
'An indescribable sensation. At first it was a kind of heaviness in my
feet, and a light sensation in my head, and a curious kind of
emptiness--nervous exhaustion, I suppose.'
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