Loved and lost : $b or, A deadly secretClay, Bertha M.
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Loved and lost : $b or, A deadly secret
Clay, Bertha M.
Dime novels; England -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; Popular literature
“Will you read the letter aloud?” added Mrs. O’Hara, as he was turning
it over, and he began at once:
“MY DEAR AUNT----” [He always called her “aunt,” put in Norah,
parenthetically.] “A more miserable man than I does not exist. Lady
Teignmouth has thrown me over, as you warned me that she would when
it suited her purpose; you know how desperately I loved her; you also
know how she has kept me dangling at her skirts all these years,
luring me on to destruction with her sweet, false eyes. Life is
nothing to me without her, and, though she has sworn so often that
she loved me, she laughed me to scorn when I suggested that she and I
might be happy together in another country. You will say all this is
very wrong, aunt. Pauline is another man’s wife; but my only excuse is
that the first time we met I believed her to be free, and she did not
undeceive me, although she must have seen that I was badly smitten,
and ready to make a dolt of myself at her bidding. Now it has gone
so far that I could not draw back if I would, and I would not if I
could. You will scarcely understand such mad infatuation, but I am
not the only man who has preferred to put an end to his existence
rather than live without the woman he loved. I am to meet Pauline
to-night, and with a few words from her lips my fate will be decided.
When this reaches you I may be beyond the reach of everything but your
prayers, but I know that even if the whole world condemn me, you will
always--always have a kind word, and a kind thought, for the boy you
reared, although he died a guilty, despairing man.
GEORGE BELMONT.
“Turoy, 2d August, 19--.”
“You see that the poor, unhappy fellow took his own life in his
despair,” said Norah, wiping her eyes furtively. “He always spoke to me
very admiringly of Lady Teignmouth, but I had no idea that he cared for
her like that, or I would have saved him, somehow.”
“Do you intend to make any use of this letter?” inquired Colonel Dacre
quietly.
“No; I have had enough of revenge for the present. If Lady Teignmouth
were to come in my way, I should probably tax her with her deceit and
perfidy, because, you know, I never can keep things in; but we are
not likely to meet, and meanwhile you may have the letter if you will
promise to take care of it that I may have it for reference later, if
required.”
This Colonel Dacre readily guaranteed, and then he turned to Mrs.
O’Hara, and said:
“And now about yourself, Norah? What are you doing here?”
“Nothing in particular.”
“I heard you were going to be married to a Russian prince.”
She colored furiously.
“Who told you that?”
“Some fellow we met at Nice, but I can’t for the life of me remember
his name. I wouldn’t believe it, but Gwen said it was just the sort of
thing you would do.”
“Why?” she inquired sharply, keeping her face averted as she spoke.
“Well, she thought you would not care for a quiet, humdrum life in
England.”
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