Loved and lost : $b or, A deadly secretClay, Bertha M.
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Loved and lost : $b or, A deadly secret
Clay, Bertha M.
Dime novels; England -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; Popular literature
By four o’clock that afternoon the boxes were all packed and corded,
the carriage ordered, and everything ready for their departure by the
seven-o’clock train from the Northern Railway.
Lady Gwendolyn managed to swallow a cutlet, and drink a couple of
glasses of light wine, as a preparation for the journey; and then
she dressed herself, while Phœbe was down-stairs, fortifying herself
against contingencies.
But before leaving the hotel, Lady Gwendolyn put the telegram which
had given her such sorrowful information into an envelope, directed
it to Colonel Dacre, “Hotel d’Albion,” stamped it, and then put it
into her pocketbook, ready to post in Calais. She thought it explained
everything, without its being necessary for her to add a single word;
and she was too utterly miserable to write.
Neither did she care to blame him, for she remembered, as the only
thing in his extenuation, that she had given way too weakly at
first, and ought never to have married him until she had thoroughly
investigated the Borton mystery, and made him prove that he was really
free.
But she had been too eager to secure herself a little happiness, and
she had loved him so foolishly. That was her excuse; and, though it may
seem a poor one to some, there are others who will understand it, and
pity the poor desolate woman, who had found the thing she had coveted
turn to ashes in her mouth, like the apples of the Dead Sea.
“If there are any letters for you, or monsieur, where shall we forward
them, miladi?” asked the obsequious manager, as he bowed her to the
carriage.
“You had better take care of them for the present,” she replied.
“Colonel Dacre will probably be passing through Paris in a few days,
and will call for them. If he changes his plans, I will send you my
address.”
We may be sure her heart was very full as she passed through the
brilliant streets, where but two days ago she had walked proudly on her
husband’s arm, happy in his love, and unconscious of a single care. But
Phœbe was opposite her, and she was obliged to assume an indifferent
air. She even pointed out a few objects of interest to the girl, and
bore her martyrdom so finely that the other never once suspected the
real state of the case.
Phœbe tried hard to persuade her mistress to rest a little while at
Dover, for her worn, wan look made the faithful creature anxious; but
Lady Gwendolyn shook her head.
“She would have plenty of time for rest later,” she said, with a
wistful, far-away look, as if the rest she longed for was not of this
world.
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