Loved and lost : $b or, A deadly secretClay, Bertha M.
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Loved and lost : $b or, A deadly secret
Clay, Bertha M.
Dime novels; England -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; Popular literature
“You will be glad to get away from here, Mary, dear, will you not? I
have taken a pretty cottage for you in the country, where you will be
able to have a garden, and grow plenty of flowers and fruit. You will
like that, I am sure?”
“I want to be with my husband,” she answered, in a voice of stern
resentment. “What right have you to send me out of the way?”
“But, Mary, I have thoroughly explained why what you want is
impossible. And, indeed, it would not be for your happiness, my poor
child.”
“I am not a child, and you treat me shamefully,” she snapped. “I won’t
have a cottage in the country!”
“Then what will you have?” he asked, with admirable patience, although
Lady Gwendolyn knew, by the inflection of his voice, how harassed and
weary he was.
“I will have my proper position. A married woman ought to live with her
husband.”
“If she can, Mary.”
“And I can, and will,” she said, after the manner of a fractious child
crying for the moon. “You want to hide me up, because you are jealous
of my beauty, and know that I never move without a train of admirers;
but I’ve often played you tricks before, and I will play you tricks
again. Wherever you put me, I will run away.”
“Oh, Mary!” was his reproachful exclamation.
“Don’t call me Mary; I hate the name,” she said, her pale eyes dilating
fiercely. “But you always do everything I don’t want you to do.”
“I am sure I shall try to please you,” he answered, with gentle
gravity. “I wish you would try to understand that, my dear.”
He laid his hand on hers impressively; but she shook it off as if it
had been a viper. Then suddenly her mood changed, and she began to
whimper.
Nobody cared for her. What did it signify whether she was living or
dead? She would make an end of it all one of those days, that she
would! She hated a cottage in the country--she hated everything! She
would stamp down the flowers as soon as they put their heads above
ground. It was no use talking to her! And so on, until Lady Gwendolyn
could scarcely wonder that Sir Lawrence had tried to escape from such
an impracticable, violent person, and began to pity him a little in her
heart.
He waited until the torrent of words had subsided, and then he said,
with as much firmness as gentleness:
“You know it is very wrong to excite yourself in this way, Mary. I
never deny you anything it is right you should have, and you must try
and be a little more reasonable.”
“Pray, are you reasonable?” she said, with a harsh, mocking laugh. “You
cried for the moon when you were a child.”
“Possibly; but, you see, I don’t cry for it now. As people get older
they understand that what they want is not always attainable or good
for them.”
“What a bore you are!” she said rudely; and turned her back upon him
forthwith.
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