Loved and lost : $b or, A deadly secretClay, Bertha M.
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Loved and lost : $b or, A deadly secret
Clay, Bertha M.
Dime novels; England -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; Popular literature
She looked up at him with a shy smile.
“I am sure you will tell me of your own accord what it is right I
should know.”
“Exactly; and I only regret, dear Gwen, that I was so foolishly
sensitive in the beginning as to withhold it. But there are some things
it is so hard to tell.”
“Then keep silent, Lawrence.”
“No, darling; you and I will never have any disguises for the future.
The poor unhappy woman you saw at Borton Hall was my only sister.”
“Your sister? Oh, Lawrence! can you ever forgive me?” she exclaimed
penitently.
“I think I can, if I try very hard,” he answered, with a smile. “And
I must own that appearances were sadly against me. But it is a very
painful story, Gwen. Poor Mary was married at eighteen to a man she
loved with all her heart; and though she began to change from that
very day, she was so loyal I never once suspected her secret. But two
years after her marriage her mind gave way altogether, and then, for
the first time, I discovered that her brutal husband had subjected her
to every kind of ill-usage and degradation. She was even scarred by
his blows, poor soul! and such a wreck! My very blood runs cold when I
think of it. I placed her with a doctor, who was very skilful in the
treatment of mental disorders; and, after awhile, she seemed to mend a
little, although she had extraordinary and painful delusions, and was
so restless that it was impossible to lose sight of her for a moment.
In one of these fits she actually came to Borton on foot, and must have
wandered about the house, since you saw her.”
“She came into the room where I was, and asked me if I had seen her
husband.”
“Exactly. That was one of the most distressing phases of her malady, to
my mind: that she was always wanting her husband, and seemed to think
me so cruel in keeping her away from him. Her mind was so completely
gone that she had no recollection of his ill-usage; and, although this
was well for some reasons, it made a good many difficulties. But she
could never have actually mentioned me by name when she spoke of her
husband?”
“I am afraid I jumped to conclusions a little,” replied Lady Gwendolyn
contritely. “Now I know the truth, I see I might have put a different
construction on her words.”
Then she told him about her journey to Borton, and how she had received
there what she believed to be a full confirmation of her fears. Sir
Lawrence was glad she had not condemned him without what seemed to her
good proof, although he could hardly understand where a delicate young
creature like Lady Gwendolyn had found the courage for such a task.
“And so ill as you were, too, at the time,” he said tenderly.
“Yes; but the hope of seeing or hearing something that would exonerate
you made me valiant, Lawrence. I determined to make ‘assurance doubly
sure’ before I left you for good, because--because I did want to stay
with you so badly.”
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