Loved and lost : $b or, A deadly secret — John Shaqi
Loved and lost : $b or, A deadly secretClay, Bertha M.
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Loved and lost : $b or, A deadly secret
Clay, Bertha M.
Dime novels; England -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; Popular literature
“Upon my word, Gwendolyn, I have not even prevaricated. Let me know
of what I am accused, that I may defend myself; it is not fair to
insinuate things of such moment to me without making it possible for me
to explain.”
“Very well,” she said; “you shall hear my story from the beginning. You
remember the day that I was frightened by Bates’ bull?”
“Certainly I do.”
“Well, I did not sprain my ankle.”
“I guessed as much,” he answered coolly.
“But I was anxious to find or make some excuse for getting into Borton
Hall.”
“May I ask why?”
“We were coming to that. The evening before we were speaking, if you
remember, of most people having a skeleton or two in their cupboard,
and you suddenly turned very grave. When I laughed, and said that you
looked as if you had a dozen, at least, in yours, you answered, with
deep meaning, that one might be as much as any one could bear. You were
very silent for the rest of the evening, and I was puzzled, stimulated,
pained, all together.”
“What, then?” he urged, as she came to an abrupt pause.
“I took care to sprain my ankle in flying from Bates’ bull.”
“Then you were not frightened by the animal?”
“I did not particularly like the look of him, but I should have passed
him valiantly enough if I had not seen you coming.”
“Well?”
“You carried me into your house, and laid me on a couch, while you went
for assistance. I had almost a mind to laugh in your face when you bent
over me so anxiously at parting, and made me promise to ring for your
housekeeper, supposing the pain should increase.”
“You played your part splendidly, I must own.”
“Of course! for I had a good deal at stake. It was necessary for my
peace of mind to discover the skeleton in your cupboard.”
“And you succeeded?” he inquired, with suppressed eagerness; his lips
whitening as the words passed through them.
“Yes, I did. With all my faults, I would never have searched your
place, of that you may be sure; but there was no need, the revelation I
sought was thrust upon me.”
“Ah!”
And though there was the gloom of an abiding sorrow in his eyes, there
was no shame nor shrinking--excepting so far as we all shrink when a
deep wound is probed.
“I suppose it was the intervention of Providence,” Lady Gwendolyn went
on. “If you had asked me to marry you an hour before I should have
accepted you without hesitation, whereas, it was not even right for us
to be friends.”
“You forget that you have explained nothing yet,” he said hoarsely.
“And yet, this suspense is very cruel.”
“I do not mean to be cruel,” she said. “I can assure you I have
suffered too much myself to take pleasure in another person’s pain;
but I am reluctant to recall that most miserable half-hour I passed
at Borton Hall. I entered it so full of hope; I left it feeling as if
I had nothing to look forward to in the world, since you, whom I had
trusted and loved, were false.”
“Or, rather, you fancied so.”
“It was no fancy, unfortunately. I saw and spoke to your wife.”
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