Loved and lost : $b or, A deadly secretClay, Bertha M.
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Loved and lost : $b or, A deadly secret
Clay, Bertha M.
Dime novels; England -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; Popular literature
Colonel Dacre thought it very wrong to swear, and always denied himself
this relief upon principle; but this morning, when he opened his eyes
full upon the clock, which had a jeering, jaunty way of pointing at
nine, he certainly did feel as if an occasional indulgence this time
must be a pardonable offense.
He sprang out of bed, and rang at once for the waiter. He was about to
put some questions to him, when the man handed him a couple of letters,
saying:
“I was told to give you them directly you woke, sir. Is there anything
you want, sir?”
“Only have my breakfast ready in half an hour,” answered Colonel Dacre,
with assumed indifference; and the moment the man had closed the door,
he tore open the letter that lay uppermost in his hand.
It was from Lady Gwendolyn, and ran thus:
“DEAR COLONEL DACRE: _La nuit porte conseil_, you say, and the result
is that I think it far better we should not meet. Pardon me if I have
given you pain by this decision. One of these days you will thank me
for having had the courage to deny you. I must mean to do what is
right, for I cannot help telling you that this is the greatest sorrow
of my life.
“GWENDOLYN ST. MAUR.”
The second was from Mrs. O’Hara, and was quite as expressive in its way.
“DEAR LAWRENCE: I see that you take Lady Gwendolyn’s part: her false,
fatal beauty has glamoured you, poor soul! I must needs forgive
you, for the sake of old times; but I should only worry you with my
friendship, now that you have learned what it is to love, so that I
may as well get out of your way quietly. If you ever want to see me
again, I dare say you will be able to find me; but, in any case, I
have too deep and affectionate a recollection of ‘auld lang syne’ to
subscribe myself anything but
Your sincere friend,
“NORAH O’HARA.”
“I have lost my friend and sweetheart both, by lying too late,” said
Colonel Dacre to himself, with a dreary sigh; for he was not dolt
enough even to inquire if the two ladies were still at the “Langham.”
Colonel Dacre smashed the clock before he went down to breakfast, and
only smiled grimly when he saw that five pounds was charged for the
damage in his bill.
On second thoughts, he stayed where he was that day because it was no
use going anywhere else. He was utterly discouraged now. The strength
of Lady Gwendolyn’s will frightened him.
He had fancied that all women were weak and yielding, and here was one
who made a resolution, and kept it, as he believed, for duty’s sake,
although her heart was pulling her the opposite way.
It was quite a revelation, and somehow made him respect all women more
for her sake. He wished now he had held her fast when she was in his
power, and made her marry him right off.
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