Loved you better than you knewMiller, Alex. McVeigh, Mrs.
Philosophy
Loved you better than you knew
Miller, Alex. McVeigh, Mrs.
Dime novels; Romance fiction
So he had written to her frankly of all that had happened since he came
to Florida.
He knew how sorry she would be that he had chanced upon Cinthia Dawn
again, but he knew also that the sorrow would be offset by the
knowledge that the young girl had overcome her unhappy love, and would
in all probability be won by Frederick Foster.
He wrote of their pledge of friendship, their frequent meetings, her
apparent indifference to himself, and her preference for Fred’s society.
Although the proud mother was pleased to know all these things, yet she
railed in secret at Cinthia’s indifference.
“Fickle and unstable, like her father! Who could expect anything else
of such a parentage?” she thought, bitterly, the somber dark eyes
flashing with passion.
On this dreary December day, at Idlewild, she was shut into her
luxurious _boudoir_, away from the rain and sleet of a most inclement
day, cradled in warmth and luxury, the air sweet with flowers, and
melodious with the songs of a large cage of canaries. A morning-robe of
purple brocade, bordered with rich fur, wrapped the queenly form from
the slightest breath of cold.
But with all her luxury and grandeur she was not happy, this proud
woman, who turned her eyes from the beautiful room to gaze through
the richly curtained windows at the dreary day, as perhaps more in
consonance with her gray mood.
Certainly there was much in the past to darken her life with an
ineffaceable shadow, and nothing in the future to throw any light on
the present.
Once her life had been radiantly happy in the sunlight of wedded love,
but a terrible trial had come upon her which ended in divorce and a
desolated home.
The passionate pride of a strong nature had helped her to bear it
before the eyes of the world. What she suffered in secret only Heaven
knew.
In her pride she would have perished rather than unmask her secret
suffering.
“Through many a clime ’twas mine to go,
With many a retrospection curst,
And all my solace is to know,
Whate’er betides I’ve known the worst.
What is that worst? Ah, do not ask,
In pity from the search forbear;
Smile on, nor venture to unmask
My heart and view the hell that’s there.”
She tapped with restless fingers on the windowpane, muttering:
“What a dismal, dreary day! I wish I had gone to Florida with Arthur
and Fred. There all is sunshine and beauty, while here in Virginia the
rain drips down the pane like tears, the winds howl like a banshee, and
the leafless vines tap against the walls like ghostly fingers. I hate
it all, I hate my life that is gray and cold like the day.”
A sudden thought came to her like an inspiration:
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