Loved you better than you knewMiller, Alex. McVeigh, Mrs.
Philosophy
Loved you better than you knew
Miller, Alex. McVeigh, Mrs.
Dime novels; Romance fiction
It touched her deeply to hear that stifled sobbing, and she longed to
speak some comforting words; but she knew it was not best, but lay
still till the passion exhausted itself and Mrs. Varian was passive
once more awaiting the doctor’s return.
It was an hour before he returned, and said:
“I have succeeded in sending off the telegram, and I find Mr. Dawn in a
comatose state from which nothing perhaps can rouse him till to-morrow.
It would be quite useless your going to him.”
“Yet, doctor, I must look upon his face to-night!” And she raised
herself in bed, throwing out beseeching hands.
“I will wait then in the corridor for you and your maid,” he replied,
withdrawing.
Janetta quickly attired her mistress in a comfortable robe, and
gathered her dark, streaming tresses into a loose knot. Giving her the
support of her arm, she led her out to the old doctor, who quickly came
forward to meet them.
“I have just sent the sister--old Mrs. Flint--to bed, as she will not
be needed now,” he said, leading Mrs. Varian into his patient’s room.
She needed his arm, for she trembled like a leaf in a gale. All her
pride was trampled in the dust by the love of old days that rushed over
her like a storm, laying waste all the barriers that anger and scorn
had raised between her heart and the man lying there so deathly white
and still, as if hovering Death had already claimed him for his victim.
Doctor Deane drew forward a large arm-chair to the side of the bed,
placed Mrs. Varian in it, and abruptly withdrew, beckoning Janetta to
follow.
“You may wait outside the door while I go in to see another patient. I
think the lady would prefer to be alone for a time,” he said; for he
also had his suspicions of something uncommon in the past of his two
strange patients.
He was right. Mrs. Varian was glad at last to be alone with Everard
Dawn.
She gazed with despairing eyes at his bandaged head, silent, pallid
lips and closed blue eyes.
She bent her haughty head and pressed her fevered lips on the cold
white hand that lay outside the cover, murmuring passionate words:
“Oh, Everard, it is Pauline! Do you not know it is Pauline? Oh, do not
die without one word to me, one word of love and pity--you who used
to love me so! Is all the old love dead? Oh, you wronged me bitterly,
Everard, but I can not hate you any longer. The old love rises in me
like an ice-bound stream released by the sunlight, and drowns me in its
overflow. Oh, Everard, my loved and lost!”
CHAPTER XXXVII. BEYOND FORGIVENESS.
Janetta, close against the door outside, caught low, passionate murmurs
from within in her mistress’s voice, and guessed that she was pouring
out her heart’s wild grief in the insensate ears of the unconscious
man. It was pitiful, and tears overflowed Janetta’s eyes.
For some time the low murmuring continued, then all grew still as death.
She waited awhile, then fearful that the lady had fainted again, opened
the door and went softly in.
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