He was hastening on, walking faster than usual, as was his habit when
agitated or perplexed; when, turning sharply a corner of the road, he
came suddenly upon Mr. Price, sauntering along, an open book in his
hand, of which he read a little from time to time. How peaceful and at
rest he looked! The picture of a calm, emotionless student, undisturbed
by the passions and anxieties by which ordinary mortals are tossed
and torn. True, so far, for now in his autumn his life was even and
colourless enough; but it had not always been so. There were furrows his
brow, deep lines round the sensitive mouth, which told that he too had
fought his battles, had loved and sorrowed like his fellows!
“Sir Ralph!” he exclaimed, with a bright look of pleasure, “how
delighted I am to have met you. Out on a solitary ramble like myself.
Have you any objection to my joining you? What a lovely day, is it not?
Not nearly so oppressively hot as it has been. But which way are you
going?”
“Any way you like,” said Ralph, “it’s quite the same to me. I am merely
taking a constitutional, as you see,” with a forced laugh.
“Well then,” said the tutor, on whose quick ears neither the tone nor
the laugh fell disregarded, “since you have no choice, suppose we cross
the road and return to Altes by that lane opposite. It’s not much of a
round. Three to four miles will bring us home, and it’s pleasanter than
the dusty highway.”
“Thank you,” replied Ralph, “that will do very well.”
And they walked on for some little time in silence. Suddenly Ralph
remembered himself.
“I am afraid, Mr. Price, you won’t find me very good company to-day. I
am thoroughly out of sorts, mentally, that is to say. I am wretchedly
unhappy because I can’t see my way before me. I want to do right, and I
cannot find out which way before me it lies. I couldn’t say as much as
this to anyone else, but I know of old how I can trust you. And I don’t
want you to think my queer behaviour arise from any other cause.”
“There is no queer behaviour in your treating me as an old friend, my
dear boy,” answered Mr. Price. “Do just as you are inclined. If you
don’t wish to talk, keep silence. It is a pleasure to me to have a quiet
hour with you, whether you talk or not. But at the same time, my dear
Sir Ralph, I am an older man by many years than you, and my life has not
been all smooth sailing. It is just possible I might be able to
suggest something—advise you even, being so much older,” he added
apologetically, “if you should think fit to take me into your confidence
as to your present perplexity.”
Ralph made no answer. Mr. Price looked penitent.
“I trust you don’t think me officious or presumptuous,” he began.
“Believe me, Sir Ralph—”
“Do one thing to please me, Mr. Price,” said his ci-devant pupil,
“forget all about that ‘Sir.’ Let me be plain Ralph again for a while,
to you at least. It will make it easier for me to confess all my sins to
you, as if I were a lad again.”
Mr. Price smiled at his fancy.
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