“Forgetting it,” repeated Ralph, “no indeed; though there is little use
in remembering what no longer exists. I will explain it all to you. But
in the first place as to my allowance. It is altogether an arbitrary
affair. John’s was settled as you say—settled in such a way that he was
able to marry to please himself, without having to go on his knees
for my lady’s permission. But then he was the heir; and my mother’s
favourite. Whereas I, as you know, a mistake from the beginning, in
childhood and youth barely endured; in manhood still more unfortunate in
becoming the possessor or empty honours I never wished for; can hardly
expect now for the first time, to find my mother ready to accede to
my wishes; to agree in short to what few mothers in her position could
consider other than an immense folly and mistake. No, Mr. Price, I have
thought it all over calmly and dispassionately. My mother would never
consent to my marrying a governess. I don’t think she cares about money.
To do her justice she is not mercenary. But the thought of my wire
having been a governess she could never get over.”
“And the entail?” put in Mr. Price, “what about that? You don’t mean to
say you consented to its being broken?”
“Yes,” replied Ralph, “I do mean to say so. The entail no longer exists.
That part of the affair I have in a sense no one but myself to thank
for. This was how it happened. It was soon after John’s death—that
horrible time you know, when my mother was really mad with grief, and
the whole household shocked and upset by the accident and its dreadful
result. I came home just in time to see him die. He was hardly
conscious, but he whispered something when they told him I was there. I
could not catch the words, but my mother said it was an appeal to me to
be good to his children. Very probably it was. Well, after his death, my
mother fell ill, and made up her mind that she too was going to die.
She was in a frightfully low, nervous state, and her mind preyed on the
notion that these children, Lotty and Sybil, were going to be left to my
tender mercies, and that, I verily believe, I would turn them out into
the streets! Of course they were utterly unprovided for, and as things
were could not be made independent. So nothing would satisfy her but
the breaking of the entail, to which I, miserable enough at being thus
forced into my brother’s place, and at seeing how every one wished I had
been thrown from my horse instead of him, was only too ready to consent.
It was done, and a portion of ten thousand pounds each, was raised for
my nieces. Then the estate was resettled, giving back to my mother, of
course, her former life-estate according to her marriage-settlement.”
“But only hers for life, Ralph,” interrupted the tutor. “It will all be
yours in the end?”
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