“I am well enough to go to India to-day, but I am not well enough to
bear the anxiety of waiting for another mail’s rows. It would kill me,
Marion—kill me, simply,” repeated Cissy, emphatically, “and neither you
nor anyone else who wants to keep me alive, will attempt to stop me. As
for Bailey, he is an old woman and an old fool to the bargain. All the
same, I have sent for him and seen him. He says I am as well able to go
now as I am likely to be for the next year or two, if ever. And whether
it is so or not, Marion, I must go. What is my health to George’s? What
would I care for my life without him? You don’t know what it is to love
anyone, child, as I love my husband. Some day you may, and then you
will understand. But now, I must ask you, beg of you, to harass me by no
remonstrance. I have done all I was told. I have seen Bailey, and will
also see Frobisher at Cheltenham.”
Marion felt indeed that any interference on her part would be worse than
useless, though a sad foreboding was at her heart, and the tears filled
her eyes, as she looked at poor Cissy’s rapidly changing colour, the too
great brilliance of her eyes, and the nervous working of her thin, white
hands.
“And Charlie?” was all she asked.
“He will go, too. George wishes it, and Simla is so healthy. You have
not read the postscript.”
Which accordingly Marion did; and then proceeded to give way to a most
silly and ill-timed burst of tears!
“How silly!” stronger-minded young ladies will exclaim. Just so; but
then I am telling all about it, as it happened, and I must not make
my heroine any stronger or wiser than she was, poor little girl. Cissy
should have scolded her, but she didn’t. Instead thereof, she plumped
herself down beside her on the floor, and for a good quarter of an hour,
they cried and sobbed in each other’s arms. Then they sat up and wiped
their eyes, like sensible young women, as in the main they were, kissed
each other, while they ejaculated—“Dearest Cissy,” and “darling May,”
and set to work to think what they must do.
First of all there was Marion’s engagement with Lady Severn. This,
fortunately, was within a fortnight of expiring, and in answer to a
note of explanation which Marion dispatched, came a sufficiently cordial
reply from her pupils’ grandmother, enclosing a cheque for the fifteen
pounds (which had been all the little governess would agree to accept
for each quarter) owing to the end of the engagement, expressing thanks
for the kindness and attention she had bestowed on her pupils, and
begging her on no account to distress herself at having to leave Altes
before the quarter had fully expired.
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