As the season advanced she went out a little more, under the chaperonage
of her god-mother, Lady Barnstaple. But it was weary work—balls,
concerts—whatever it was, weary and unenjoyable. She had not, naturally,
enough of what are called “animal spirits” to throw off suffering, even
temporarily, under excitement, as many, by no means heartless, women are
able to do. Her indifferent, almost absent manner, came to be remarked
by the few who knew her well enough to notice her; and more than one
desirable “parti,” who had in former days been struck by the girl’s
sweet brightness and gentle gaiety, was frightened away by the
indefinable change that had come over her.
“Miss Vere looks as if she were going into a decline,” was murmured on
more than one occasion, when her slender figure and pale, grave face
were discerned among the crowd.
“Such a pity, is it not? And she promised to be so pretty last year.
Do you remember her mother—oh, no, it was long before your time, of
course—Constantia Percy, she was, the Merivale Percies, you know, and
such a lovely creature! They do say Mr. Vere bullied her to death. I
could believe it of him. Those very clever, ambitious men, my dear, are
not the best husbands. Have you heard that a baronetcy is spoken of for
him? No? Ah, then it may be mere gossip,” and so on.
Not till May did Marion get a glimpse of Harry, and then but a hurried
one. Mr. Vere graciously permitted him to come up to town on his
sister’s birthday, which fell in “the pleasant month.”
His visit was really the first bright spot in her life since her return
to England. How well and happy he looked! And how sweet it was to be
thanked by his own lips for what she had done for him—done, though she
knew it not, at a priced that had cost her dear!
For she was still as far as ever from guessing the real nature of the
difficulty that Ralph had alluded to.
Still she imagined it to be connected with Florence Vyse, and in this
found the only reasonable solution of his continued silence—a silence,
she now began to fear, never likely to be broken or explained.
A little incident led her to do at last what she had not hitherto felt
fit for,—to write to Cissy a full account of the whole from beginning
to end, and to ask her advice as to the propriety of disclosing to Sir
Ralph the secret of her assumed name and position while at Altes. A
disclosure which, were it to be made, could be done by no one so well as
by Cissy, and which, were it once clearly explained to Sir Ralph, would
satisfy her; even if the result destroyed her last lingering hope that
after all some mistake through her change of name had occurred, that in
some way the mysterious obstacle in the way of his marrying Miss Freer,
might be removed by her appearing in her true colours as Marion Vere.
If indeed he could forgive the deception!
It was a few chance words overheard at a dinner party, that led to her
taking this step.
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