“No,” replied his sister; “at least only a word or two almost at
the last, before he became unconscious. He went up to his room after
breakfast, and about half-an-hour after, Brown heard a heavy fall. He
ran upstairs and found him, as he told you, in a sort of fit. I don’t
understand what it was exactly. He lifted him on to his bed and sent for
a doctor before telling me. Poor Brown, he was very kind and thoughtful!
A little after the doctor came Papa grew slightly better, and asked for
me. I was beside him. He signed for me to kiss him, and whispered to me:
‘You have been my dear little daughter. It was a great mistake, but
you will forgive me. Poor Harry too.’ Then he grew uneasy, and muttered
something about ‘sending for Baldwin, hoping it would be all right for
them, poor children.’ I bent down and said, ‘Yes, clear Papa, it will
be all right.’ He seemed pleased and smiled at me, but he did not speak
again to me. Only I heard him whisper to himself very, very low—no one
else heard it—the prayer of the poor publican, Harry: ‘Lord, be merciful
to me a sinner.’ Then he lay quite still, seeming not to suffer at all.
I had laid my head down for a minute when the doctor spoke to me. Then l
knew, Harry. Oh, poor papa! Poor Papa! We did not think we cared so much
for him, did we, Harry?”
“No,” said the boy, “nor that he cared for us.”
There was no exaggeration about their grief. Mr. Vere had not been
an affectionate father, and his death was far from being to them the
overwhelming, utterly prostrating blow, that the loss of a parent
is felt to be in some happier families. Nevertheless it was, more
especially from its suddenness, a very terrible shock, to Marion, in
particular, whose life for several months had been one of constant
suspense and disappointment, culminating in the great grief of her
cousin’s death. And young natures after all, with rare exceptions, are
sweet and generous, ready to forgive and forget, not backward to give
their love on slight enough encouragement.
Mr. Baldwin came late on Monday evening. Harry received him, but Marion
was tired, and begged not to be asked to see him, or any one, till after
the funeral was over. Mr. Vere had left directions that this should
take place very quietly; in consequence of which only a few of his most
intimate friends were present. It was evident that he had for some time
past suspected the state of his own health. Only two days before he
had called on his lawyer about some slight addition to his will, which
however there had not been time to execute; and had left with him a
letter of directions; as to the arrangements of his funeral, in case of
his death occurring suddenly, as he had been warned might possibly be
the case.
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